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He's my addiction

Alex POV

It's been three days since our 'fight' and I've been doing my best to avoid Damon, but it's nearly  impossible.

Everywhere I go he appears it's getting harder to avoid him, I've lost count of how many times he apologies for that night, surprisingly he didn't loose his temper on me and he's still apologising, I thought by now he would have had enough and just stop with the 'sorrys and forgive me' but he didn't he is still trying to get an 'I forgive you' from me, I almost cave in every time.

"Alex are you listening to me " Megan's voice brought me back to reality.

"Huh ? Oh right, sorry" I muttered, I'm sitting in Megan's room and she was talking about a dress, I think.

"Alex, just forgive him already, you're driving him and yourself crazy" her voice softened.
I didn't answer so she continued,

"Why are you even pretending that you don't want him, he's your mate I can't imagine not talking or touching Jonathan for more than a day, you've been doing that for what ? A week ?"
She gasped at that statement

"I'd rather just kiss him instead of pretending I don't want him,
Not being allowed to touch him is complete torture,
It feels like I'm coming down from a high,
He's a drug that I'm addicted to and it hurts that I can't be with him,
The only thing that satiates the craving is his laugh, his smile, his words and his touch,
God it's so hard not to be with him"
I let my head fall in my hands, my eyes started to burn and I felt like crying, I blinked back the tears forming in my eyes.

"I think it's time to forgive him Lexi"

"Yeah" I said and removed my head and looked at Megan.

I glanced at the digital clock next to the king size bed and it read 11 PM, I stood up and gave Meg a hug.

"Where are you going?" She complained

"Jonathan will be back soon,and I stealed you all day, and I think I'm going to bed, good night" I said and left the room, I almost bumped into someone on my way out.

"Sorry" I said

"Don't worry about it" Jonathan's voiced rang in my ears, I chuckled a little.

"Good night Jonathan" I said smiling a little

"Night Alex"

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I changed my clothe and headed straight to bed, I was in our room, and I don't even know where Damon was sleeping, he didn't let me sleep in one of the guest room,he said that I should take the bed here.

As soon as I placed my head on the pillow I was out like a light.

I was in my room, no not in the Blood moon pack, but in my old pack, Blue Moon pack, my room looked the same as it did 2 years ago.

I heard yelling and shrieks coming from the garden, it sounded so familiar,  I raced out of the room, nothing had changed the halls were the same, I stopped abruptly as I saw the scene in front of me that haunted me for 2 years, I saw my old self, standing in front of my little sister Lilly and the guard, Sam, that was with us that day, my eyes were blood red, my fists were clenched and I was barring my canines at them, Sam stepped in front of Lilly to protect her, I yelled and screamed for my old self to stop because she will regret it later so much, but it was as if I was invisible.

The next thing I knew was blood was everywhere, and the fourteen year old me, was running in the woods like she was on fire, tears poured out of my eyes blurring my vision, gasps were heard and my dad's voice roared over the panicked voices and screams, a whimper escaped from my dad's lips, my mom appeared seconds later and a sob ecaped from her as she saw the blood and the bodies on the floor, she ran over to my dad and sobbed in his chest while he held her tight tears sliding down his face.

"Lex, baby wake up, it's just a dream"

My eyes flew open and I gasped for air, arms wrapped around me and I  felt sparks on my body, bringing me comfort, I broke down and sobbed in his chest, I was shaking in Damon's arms, I snuggled closer to him and breathed in his scent to calm myself.

When I was calm enough, I peered from my lashes at him, his eyes were closed, but he opened them when he felt me move in his lap.

"Thank you" I kissed his cheek, making the corner of his lips tug up and form a smile but it didn't reach his eyes and I knew exactly why.

"Sorry Damon, I feel like I kept us from each other, and I forgive you, I know you didn't mean it" I admitted, this time he grinned at me, making my heart skip a beat,and his lips found mine.

"I really missed you" I whined and wrapped my arms around his torso and laid my head on his chest.

"I missed you too,a lot" he whispered in my ear

"How did you know, that I was having a nightmare? " I asked really confused how he came here on time.

"Mate bond, I felt you panicking and your heart beat quickened" he explained to me.

"Oh"

I was trailing my finger on the ink on Damon's arm, when he sat up suddenly, bringing me up with him.

"What's Wrong " I asked

"Did you see it ?" He asked looking at me wide eyed

"See what ?" I was really confused what was he talking about.

"The tattoo that 'appeared' on your shoulder" I looked at like he was crazy, he seemed serious so I stood up and walked over to the mirror, and surprisingly on my shoulder was a tattoo that wasn't there before.

领导 was written on my shoulder

"How did this get here ? I'm pretty sure I didn't get it"

"I noticed it the day you were in a coma, I just, forgot to tell you, and I thought you might see it, but I guess not"

How did I not see a new tattoo on my shoulder ?

"What does that even mean? " I muttered still looking at it.

"Leader, it means leader, I'll show you tomorrow, let's get some sleep"

Leader ? Really ? My life keeps getting weirder everyday.

I just nodded and climbed back in bed, Damon wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer, a smile found it's way on my face.

I guess I can't stay mad at him.

Chapter 27 !!
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