Star Wars Rebels: Teenage Response

Overnight (Part Two)

Sabine and Ezra walked closely together on the pathway across the mostly-closed market area, once again they were both silent as they trekked back to the Ghost. They were both quite deep in thought. While Ezra's mind was lingering on his and Sabine's parents, Sabine was thinking about how she was going to explain her problem to Kanan and Hera tomorrow.
I could really do with some Jedi guidance from Kanan, right about now...
Sabine felt confused. She was starting to have doubts about talking with them, but if she didn't tell her problem to someone...the weight of the whole complication between herself and Ezra would tear her apart. Best case scenario was that everyone accepted who she was, and Ezra accepts his position as her best friend. Worst case scenario? The possibility made her shudder.
I clearly like Ezra...in a romantic sort of way. I...certainly wouldn't mind being his girlfriend...I think he deserves me, he's earned it. But for now, I got Ketsu...and I love her to bits.
Ugh. All these love thoughts were so alien to her. She was starting to have second thoughts about herself being a lesbian...would she even consider being in a relationship with a guy, if she truly was homosexual?
But if I'm not, why did I fall for Ketsu so kriffing easily? Why am I still so scared of being with Ezra, after all we've done?
She'd have to think of some solution to relieve herself of this emotional agony. She felt so indecisive...the frustration was torture. If she went with Ezra, she'd believe that Ketsu would be a happier choice...and she was a personal preference of taste. If she went all the way with Ketsu...and made it official? Ezra's heart might be snapped in two, Sabine just knew that it would kill him.
Ugh, it'd be great if I could just be with both of them. I like them both a lot...
She felt she'd have to tell Ezra soon...even at the very moment, small jolts of temptation would flow through her...begging her to tell Ezra she was a lesbian.
Uuurgh! But I like him...a LOT!
This all sucked. Sabine wished that she could just use them both for pleasure. Ketsu? That would be no problem. Ezra? Not so much...
Then again, being in a relationship seems nice...someone to be close to.

They both stopped when they heard a loud rumbling, emitted from Ezra's stomach. The boy embarrassingly shifted in his position, and Sabine giggled.
"Hungry, huh?" She said to him with a smile behind her helmet.
He was. Ezra hardly left Zeb's cabin today, he was reflecting on his parents. His desire to eat something was only coming into effect right now.
"Want me to make you something when we get back?" The Mandalorian offered. "Always could do with more cooking practice..."
The day I can cook without any complaints from Ketsu...
"Um, no...no I'm good" He replied, rubbing the back of his head. "You don't need to do that for me"
Sabine glanced around the market. Most the stores here would be closed, but she could probably find some place that was still open...somewhere.
"Oh c'mon..." She urged him. "Challenge me. I'll make anything...if it's in within reasonable reach of my skill..."
Ezra's stomach rumbled again, and the boy gave in to her offer. There was one thing that she could make for her...and it wasn't complicated at all.
"Well..." He began, rocking himself on his feet shyly. "There is one thing...when I was younger, my mom used to make me these fish-cakes...I really liked them and I haven't had anything like it in years..."
Sabine chuckled. A fishcake? That was easy. She took his hand and almost dragged him with her as she looked around for an open store. After a while, she found one and told Ezra to wait outside.
"I feel so dumb" He thought.
He was actually about to get a Mandalorian warrior to serve him food? He understood that all the female Mandos were taught to cook...but he felt rather embarrassed about his crush feeding him like he was a little child. He wanted to be like a man in her eyes, not a boy...
"There are some pretty buff Mando dudes in this Galaxy..." He told himself. "I need to compete with them if I want a chance with Sabine..."
But little did he know, men was not what Sabine desired. Or so she thinks.