*Two Weeks Later*
Abby’s Point of View
We were all sitting in the back lounge watching movies; I think we are watching Jurassic Park. I guess that’s what we get for letting Oli and Lee pick the movie. I have been going to every show that the guys have, it’s been really fun! I’ve also gotten to see a lot of my favorite bands as well, it’s been awesome. As far as I know, nobody else knows about Oli and I; except for Lee, bastard. I would prefer if no one knew at all, but oh well; our fault. Oli and I have had a lot more alone time because the guys keep going out to clubs at night and getting shitfaced drunk every night; and we don’t really want to go. Well more or less I’m still not twenty-one, and Oli just tells the guys he wants to keep me company and they buy it. I fall harder and harder for Oli every day; I just don’t have the guts to tell him that. I’m pretty sure he’s still set on this just being like a fling, without the ‘love’ and stuff. And I guess that’s okay with me for now…
*One Week Earlier*
“Oli, eventually I will want something more…” I said as he paced back and forth nervously. “Abby, you know I don’t believe in love, I’ve told you that before! And if you want to go fall in love, well than fine by me; just make sure it’s not with me.” He said and I rolled my eyes. “Oli, one day I will get something more, whether it’s with, or without you. And right now, I’m really hoping it’s without you. I want to get married, and have kids, and live in Sheffield with my family. And if I can’t have that with you, then I know tons of other people in Sheffield who would love to have all of that stuff!” I said and he just continued to pace. “Have fun in your dream world, darling. While I’ll be living in reality; it’s nice here, you should try it some time.” He said then rolled his eyes at me. “Whatever Oliver, if you don’t want all of that, then I’m not stopping you from leaving, feel free to go whenever you please.” I shouted and he stopped and looked at me. “Are you serious?” he said and his eyes widened. I didn’t know what to say, was he saying that what I had stated was bad or good? “Whatever keeps you happy, Oli. If you’re unhappy and uncomfortable with the fact that one day I will want a family, then you can break up with me at any time. If not, then shut the hell up and deal with it.” I said I was proud of my statement; he needed to hear that not everything will please him in life. He looked at me and took a step closer and opened his mouth to say something. But opted not to, he turned and went back inside the bus, slamming the door behind him.
*Present Time*
I’m not even sure if we actually made up or not from that fight. Like we still hangout and everything, but it’s not the same. I know he doesn’t want to have kids and he doesn’t want to get married; but I honestly think he would be an amazing father and husband, but he’ll never realize that. Right now, he is too tied to his music, and that’s great for him because that’s how he lets all of his emotions out, but because he is so focused, he doesn’t realize how many other great things life can hold if he would just let them happen. I wish I knew what he thought about; maybe he thinks about our fight, or maybe he’s passed it. Today the guys had off; there was no show today so all of the bands had time to do whatever they want in the city. They had these days every few weeks. I can’t believe we’re spending their day off sitting in the lounge watching movies; we can watch movies while we’re on the road. It was already two in the afternoon and we have done nothing productive all day. I got up out of my spot and walked to the front of the bus, then outside. The cool air hit me in the face; we were somewhere in North Dakota, I think in Bismarck or something like that. I leaned up against the side of the bus and breathed in the cool, yet refreshing air. I heard the door open and shut quietly; I didn’t bother to look over, I already knew who it was. He walked over to me and stood next to me, leaning against the bus, just as I was. “Got any plans for tonight?” he asked in that voice that I loved so. “Besides wasting my day sitting inside watching movies, no.” I said and I heard him chuckle. “Alright then, how about a proper date then? We have only gone out for coffee and to the park; but never on a real date.” He said and I thought it over. I considered all of those times getting coffee real dates, but I guess they weren’t. “Okay, what do you have in mind?” I asked and stepped in front of me so I had to look at him. “Just wear something fancy, and be ready by five.” He said and I nodded. “Sounds like a plan.” I said and he kissed my cheek, “Wait, I didn’t bring any dresses.” I said, suddenly feeling stupid for not thinking for anything else except jeans and shirts. “Not a problem, Love.” He said and pulled out his wallet and handed me his credit card. “Oli, I can’t use your money, I’ll pay for it myself.” I said and handed it back to him. “Love, I want my girl to look her best so I can take her out, so take this and buy yourself a dress and some shoes; just be ready by seven.” He said and when I wouldn’t take it again he leaned in and hugged me. When he hugged me he slipped his credit card in my back pocket. “Better hurry, Love, times ticking.” He said and kissed my cheek before walking back onto the bus. He’s so stubborn. I checked my pockets to make sure my phone was in my pocket and I headed out. Why not walk, it’s not too bad out, I guess.
After like two hours of shopping I finally came across an outfit that I actually liked. I had guiltily paid for it with Oli’s money, which I promised myself I would pay back; I was on my way back to the bus. I as being oh so careful with the bag my new dress was in and the box with my new shoes in it. I like dress bags, they make things look fancier than they really are; and it protects the dress. I was near the bus when I heard my phone buzz, it was from Oli. ‘The guys went out to explore the city and go bar hopping for the night, when you get back you can change wherever. I’m out at the moment but I’ll be back soon. xoxo ~Oli.’ I wonder where he is. Oh well, I will just ask him when he gets back. I opened the door to the bus and walked in; he wasn’t kidding, the bus really is empty. I walked back to my room and shut the door. I hung my dress on a hook I found on the back wall last week; I put my shoe box on the ground under it. I picked up my makeup bag and walked into the small and sad excuse for a bathroom. I plugged in the flat iron; it didn’t take long to heat up. When my hair was completely straight I gave it a shot of hair spray, just in case. I applied my eyeliner and put on mascara, as usual. Then I went back into my room to change into my dress, after putting a black bow into my hair. I had ten minutes before Oli got back. I got into my dress and looked into the mirror which was on the back wall next to the extra bunk. The dress was strapless and light pink, but the top was lacey and dividing the solid light pink and the lace was a thick black strip, and on the left in the front was a big floppy bow. The dress was short, but it wasn’t slutty. I put on my black braid bracelet and the ‘Love’ double finger ring Oli had given me. I put in earrings I had found at some random shop last week that said ‘Love’ on them; I thought they were pretty cool. I heard the front door of the bus open and I knew it was Oli; back from wherever he was. I slipped on my new black heels and looked in the mirror one last time; I will admit I don’t look like shit for once in my life. He knocked on the door lightly, “Can I come in?” his voice quietly said, as if he talked any louder he would wake someone up. “One second.” I said and grabbed my black purse from my suitcase. I slid the door open and Oli’s jaw literally dropped. “You,” he began but continued looking up and down at me, “You look amazing, Abby; I’m at a loss for words.” He said and I smiled; I handed him his credit card back and he smiled. “Shall we go?’ he asked and I just nodded. He looked really amazing too; he was wearing black slacks with a deep blue dress shirt and a black tie. It wasn’t until we were walking hand in hand to the restaurant until I noticed that he was carrying a small bag. It was a dark purple with black handles and there was hot pink tissue paper coming out of the top.
When we arrived at the restaurant we were seated immediately. It was very elegant there; all of those rich snobs were giving Oli dirty looks because of his tattoos but he didn’t seem to notice. He didn’t have a lot showing anyways because his shirt was long sleeves. I steered away from meat when we got our menus; even though Oli didn’t really care if other people ate meat, I just liked to respect his views and didn’t eat meat when I was around him. We both ordered some type of pasta and he got a bottle of wine for us. It was all very sweet but I really wondered why he had chosen tonight to go out. “Hey Oli,” I said and he looked up from the small dessert menu that was on our table, “Why did you chose tonight to go out?” I asked and he looked back down for a second. “Well, for one I’m very shocked that I know and you don’t.” he said with a wink. “What do you mean?” I asked and he just chuckled. He grabbed the dark purple bag that he had set on the floor and pulled out a red, velvet box. “Happy one month, Abby.” He said and opened the box. There were two items in it; a silver necklace that had the word ‘LOVE’ on it in silver studs. And the other was a silver bracelet which also read ‘Love’. I honestly think it’s the best thing ever when he calls me ‘Love’ it sends chills throughout my body and makes me want to kiss him every time he says it. How could I be so stupid to forget it was our one month already? Time flies by quickly I guess…
By the time we had finished dinner, my cheeks hurt from smiling and laughing so much. I haven’t stopped smiling since we got here and seeing Oli smile makes me smile even more. He makes me happy; I just wish he could see how great we could be if he let more happen. The food was amazing, but the dessert menu looked even better than the dinner one had! We decided on ordering some type of chocolate cake. While we were waiting for our order to come Oli took my hand and looked me in the eyes. “I have a surprise for you, but you’ll just have to wait until after dessert to get it.” He said and not a minute later our cake was here. I was trying to decide if I should eat it as fast as possible so I could find out what the surprise was sooner… but that’d probably be a bad idea because I’d most likely get sick. So I just ate at a normal human speed; Oli paid the check while we were eating so we could just leave when we finished. Oli put the jewelry box back into the purple bag and picked it up, “Ready?” he asked and I nodded. I got my purse and stood up to follow him out of the restaurant. We walked hand in hand for a block or so until we came to a small field; we walked on it until we were in the middle then Oli stopped to face me. “Abby, Love, every time I see you I smile, every time I hear your voice I smile, every time I’m with you I can’t stop smiling. When I’m around you, I feel like a better person; you make me happy. I really like you, and I like you more and more everyday that I’m with you. I know it’s hard sneaking around behind everyone’s backs, and I know it’s risky as well; but for you, it’s all worth it. I don’t really believe in love but if I did, I’d love you. I guess all I really want to say is that I really like you; no. I love you.” He said and I could feel my cheeks heat up and tears formed in my eyes. Did he seriously just say that?
Oliver’s Point of View
I don’t think she believed me, and I don’t think I even believe myself. I don’t believe in love, right? But I do love her; maybe it’s the whole marriage thing I don’t believe in, so love might be real. But marriage is kind of strange if you ask me. She looked up at me with those amazing eyes that were quickly filling with tears and her cheeks were bright red. She put her hands on my cheeks and then got up on her toes and kissed me. I felt chills run through my body and I felt a sudden warmth take over me. Yes, this was it, I was in love; for years I dreaded one day feeling it, but now that it’s here, it’s the best damn feeling you could ever have. She pulled away, but her hands were still on my cheeks; “I love you too, Oli.” She said and then pulled me back into a kiss. I know I said stupid shit a few weeks ago; but that’s all behind us now. And I think tonight was just what we needed to finally put an end to that ridiculous fight. I’m glad she’s mine, and I’m glad that she loves me too.
(Abby’s Outfit- polyvore.com/ello_lovely/set?id=89961449)
(Oli’s Gifts to Abby- polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=93736290)
