Protector (editing)

Chapter Thirty Eight •depression•

Lovely POV

I stand there and I didn't feel good , to be honest I felt sick as fuck like this is the worst thing that could happen on my birthday, I sniff feeling myself about to cry ... he was going to propose to me but he just threw it away. I sat on the desk playing with my fingers and I just broke down crying, I felt my heart sank more he totally made me feel like shit just by asking questions. I heard the door open.

"Lovely what's wrong " Egypt said and I look at her wiping my eyes. She look at me a frown. "What happen... who did it" she walk towards me a bring me in a hug.

"H..he was going to ask me to marry him.. H...he wanted to marry me and I just fuck it up " I sniff crying and she pat my back.

"Hey ..hey it's not your fault.. you just don't want a bitch hoping on your man dick, I get that...what did he do ..kept the ring " she ask and I shook my head pointing to the fire place.

"He threw it in there" I whisper keeping my head down.

"Hey no no no lovely please keep your head up I don't want you get depress because of this " she pat my back and I brush her off.

"I.. I just want to go home I had enough for today " I said and she frown.

"Its only 12pm boo you didn't enjoy the rest of your birthday " she said following me.

"Fuck my birthday " I mumble walking away.

Egypt POV

I cross my arms and sigh, I look out the window seeing lovely talking to fat Tony and he pat her head opening the door for her. I sigh damn a sister can't get a break. I look over seeing Sebastian and William walk in the office with people coming I frown.

"What are you doing my office E " Sebastian said and I put my hands on my hip.

"What did you do to my best friend Mr Volcano " I mess up his name being a smart ass.

"Your petty " he said sitting down looking at papers.

"And your a cold hearted bitch" I snap and be glance at me and smirk.

"I've been called worst" he said tilting his head giving me that signature smile.

"You didn't even let her talk probably " I walk over pushing the papers over and he sigh.

"Oh I let her talk and listen to her assume that I am messing with another woman "his eyebrow tic.. haha I'm pissing him off.

"Did you"I ask and he glare at me.

"Fuck your stupid question" he said and I raise my eyebrow.

"Its a basic question ain't shit stupid about it are or are you not seeing another women" I tilt my head asking and he sigh.

"I am not " he snap and I rolled my eyes at his bullshit .

"Fine.. did you even try to see it her way " I ask.

"Fuck no I don't need to see it her way because her way always assume shit " he snap at me yelling and I growled.

"How the Fuck would you feel if you was kidnap for a week and got kick in the throat and hit a girl with a rock, run through a god damn forest just to find a pay phone and here a man pick up your girlfriend phone saying that I help her with shit what the Fuck would you think?..her days been shitty and it's her birthday " I yelled in his face and he just look at me a blink.

" I just suck it up and wait till the next day" he said and I back up wondering who the hell is this man.

"Fix it" was all I said walking to the door looking back at him." Fix your go damn attitude".I said and he rolled his eyes.

"I really don't care Egypt now get the Fuck out " he said and I gladly did.

Lovely POV

I walk in are house looking around seeing new furnisher , I feel out of place here.. it's too rich and it don't feel like me, I walk upstairs looking in each room I walk in a nursery and frown, he had a lot plan a head, I look down walking to are room to see that it was pretty but it was just.. to.. I don't know it just didn't had anything I put in here, I took my clothes off going in the bathroom, I turn the shower on getting my wash cloth. I was cleaning myself but for some reason I stop, I stare at the wall feeling a rear slid down my cheek. I sniff and bend down sitting on my butt, I brought my legs towards me and started to cry.

I did nothing wrong.