goner. ;; a joshler fanfic

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CAN WE TAKE A SECOND TO APPRECIATE GERARD WAY AND HIS NEW TWITTER NAME AND HOW HE WAS TALKING ABOUT THE MILK FIC OHMYGOD I LOVE HIM ((also the picture doesnt make alot of sense now but it will in .5 seconds))

i doodled two lower case i's on my ring finger along with two lines one thicker than the other and also four boxes that wernt filled in. i coloured in the ii's and tried to ignore the loud classroom setting. i had enough going on inside my head already i shouldve skipped school today. josh drove me to school today and we talked about the new kid. josh has a class with him too. he said i should just compliment his art and hope for a conversation. ill try that today if i work up the nerve. blurryface was right though. there was no way it could end well. theres a .001% chance it will go well and we will end being friends.

i finished the doodles and looked at it from farther away. i really liked the look of the designs. they seemed simple and like little nothings to everyone but to me it had much more meaning. i think id like to get them tattooed one day.

when lunch came around josh and i met in our usual spot and talked

"so you gonna talk to ryan?"

"dont know. i hope so"

"that rhymed" he chuckled

"s-sorry" i felt my face go hot

"dont be. hey, isnt that him" josh pointed directly in front of us where a boy sat.

"no thats patrick. y'know its his birthday today"

"no, im talking about the guy sitting in front of him and a little to the left."

"oh." i sat up straighter trying to get a better look "yup thats him"

"should we call him over?"

"i dont know jo-"

"HEY RYAN" josh called out to ryan. why me

ryan looked back and saw josh. i covered my face with my hands. oh god what was josh going to say

"WANNA SIT WITH US?" he nodded and came over to us

"h-hey" Ryan said. i was right. he was the quiet type. i was still hiding behind my hands

"im josh this is tyler"

"im ryan, thats cool whats on your hand tyler"

i came out from hiding.

"oh t-thanks"

we talked some more. well not really josh started to say something and then it was time to go to class. josh walked one way and ryan and i walked another. for a moment i forgot we had art class together.

"so ive seen you draw. your pretty good"

"thanks man you pretty good yourself" he said blushing

we went to art class and he sat beside me. i didnt know making friends would be this easy. i should just get josh to do the hard part- talking for the first time.

"sorry i dont mean to be clingy i just have literally no friends here"

"did you just move here"

"no, ive lived in this area all my life. its just the other highschool is full of people who hate me so i transferred" he pulled up his sweater sleeves around his hands as he said the last part

"hey well we can be friends if you want"

"thanks. its stupid but means alot all my friends live in other countries"

"hah. i feel you"

we talked some more and just got to know each other. he gave me his number so we could talk more after school. the rest of the day went by quickly which sucked because i still had no idea what i was going to do for josh and i's date.