goner. ;; a joshler fanfic

eight

THIS IS QUICKLY BECOMING A FERARD FIC IM SORRY ILL FOCUS ON JOSHLER AGAIN AT THE END OF THIS CHAPTER OR THE NEXT ONE

after we watched nightmare before christmas frank decided he wanted to text gerard.

"okay what should i say" he had almost immediately made gerard a contact in his phone and put a heart emoji beside his name.

"i dont know"

"cmon tyler i have no idea how to start. i dont want to say too much because then ill look clingy and i dont want to just say 'hey its frank' cause thats to short and douchy i want it to be a good amount of words that makes me sound like a sweet guy"

"your overthinking this"

"okay but what if i were you and gerard was josh" that certainly got me thinking of good things to say.

"alright how about. 'hey its frank, josh gave me your number i was wondering if youd want to hang out sometime?'"

"no id rather ask him to hang out later in the conversation"

"hmm, im not sure. start with 'hey its frank josh gave me your number'"

"hey its frank.. josh gave me your.. number" he mumbled as he typed

"okay now say something sweet, like a compliment or whatever" i said while scrolling through tumblr on my phone.

"i really like.. uh.. your hair. red is actually my.. favourite colour- does that sound to creepy" he looked up at me

"nah its perfect"

"okay, andd.... send."

"sweet"

frank back looked up at me with his big hazel eyes and smiled.

"you want something to eat?"

"sure"

he got up and started walking around the kitchen.

"anything particular you want?"

"cereal?"

"i got cheerios, lucky charms, i think i might still have some captain cru-" his phone buzzed and lit up

"OH MY GOD HE TEXTED BACK" frank dropped the cereal boxes and ran over to me and his phone. he sat down on the carpet next to me

"hey, thanks its mine too. u seemed cool i hope its not to forward me getting josh to give u my number"

"i think he likes you back"

"no shit sherlock he was all over me once you and josh left. what do i say next"

"whatever you want man" i chuckled at how excited he was getting over gerard

"nah its cool.. im glad you di- HE SENT ANOTHER TEXT! 'we should hang out sometime i promise i wont go to far this time you give me another chance??' FUCK YES I DO"

"ohmygod this whole thing is too perfect." i opened messages and went to text josh

"its cool dont worry about it and fuck yes when can we hang out" he looked up at me awaiting my approval

"sounds good" i said not looking up from my phone

'frank is getting all excited over texting gerard its cute as fuck thank you for setting him up it means alot to me' send.

"were hanging out after school on tuesday"

"thats awesome! when you guys start dating we can go on double dates and shit itll be so cute."

"yes ohmyfuck thats an amazing idea" he was super happy and excited for their 'date'

"welp, ima go home im tired. i didnt sleep well last night" i got up and put on my shoes

"im walking you home. i dont want a repeat of last night"

"okay"

he walked me home and i went upstairs to my room and i plopped down on my bed and saw i got a text from josh 6 minutes ago

'im glad. they seem cute for eachother do u wanna hang out tmrw after school?'

'cant i giving uke lessons to my lil cousin. wednesday?'

'sure im gonna go have a nap ill text u later baby boy ily'

'ily2'

i sat my phone down on my bed and layed on the floor. i craved to be dead but i couldnt break the promise i made with frank. i thought about how great it was staying over at joshes house that weekend.

you dont deserve a friend like frank. you dont deserve a boyfriend like josh

i dont.

deadeadeadeadeadeadeadeadeadeadeadeadeadeadeadead

i wanted to be dead

because you should be dead

ill stay alive for frank

he doesnt care

yes he does

but he doesnt. why would he?

why would he?

he wouldnt. he doesnt

he cares because were best friends

its good he does cause nobody else does. your mom. your dad. your brothers. your whole family. your n o t h i n g

sorry this was mostly just talking also i hope you dont mind that theres some ferard okay bye ily