Its been one month since Ethan and I broke up, and to tell you the truth my life has fallen apart.
We're still friends, so he hasn't blocked me on any social medias, but I wish he would've.
He has a new girl.
It breaks my heart knowing that someone else makes his heart flutter like I used to.
I sat in my apartment crying my heart out everyday.
I know I shouldn't care but I do.
Ethan was, and still is, the best person i've ever come across and 4 years of love like that doesn't go away over night.
Does it?
I needed to take my mind off of things, so I decided to go to my favorite café.
I pick out my outfit for the day and grab my other essentials.
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Ethan hasn't talked to me since we broke up, and my pride is so huge that I haven't tried to reach out to him.
I get in my car and plug my phone into the aux cord and City Of The Rose by TYuS starts to play.
{Play the song now}
Ohhhhh
Got a bad bitch from the City of the Rose
And she knows, how it goes
She never left the city but she's not local
Shawty we could get together, it's whatever
Just give me the green light
Then we swerving down Marine Drive
Windows open, and your hair blowing, damn.
I can hardly focus, can you poke it out for me?
Know what I mean? In those jeans
Tell me, is there really room for me (for me)
In those jeans?
{ Time Skip}
I arrive at the cafe and step out of my car. I walk in and step in line.
I am the next in line when I hear a very familiar voice behind me. I didn't want to think it was him,but it was.
Why?
Why on the day I finally decide to get myself together, this happens.
Its now my turn to order.
" Hi, My name is Garret. What would you like." The cashier says.
" Can I get a Ginseng Lemon Tea and a slice of cheesecake." ( a.k.a- heaven as food)
" For here or to go?" He asks
" To go."
" Your total is $6.19." He says.
I hand him the money and smile. I turn to walk away, and reality hits me like a brick.
It was him, but he was with her and not me.
I saw Ethan and a really pretty girl. His head was in the crook of her neck.
A tear slides down my face as I continue to watch them.
Just as I was about to walk away he looks up. His smile instantly drops when he sees me.
" Sorry." I say.
I grab my food and walk away quickly. More tears fall from my eyes.
I almost make it to the door and feel a tight grip around my wrist.
I look through my tear-filled eyes to see Ethan. I snatch my arm out of his hold and exit the restaurant.
He follows me out and pulls me back.
" Stop." He says.
" Why, why do you care about me?" I say.
"I care about you because I..." He stops and looks down.
" Because you love me?" I say sarcastically.
" Yes."
" Bullshit." I scoff.
" Because if you loved me in any way shape or form you wouldn't have broken up with me over a fucking letter. You would've come to me like the " man" you claim to be and would've been truthful." I snap.
" I'm sorry." He says.
"No, you're not sorry because you then, went and got a fucking girlfriend. So obviously you don't give one single fuck about me."
I walk to my car, crying even more than I was before. I never thought we would end like this, but we did.
