-unedited
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~Bianca's P.O.V.~
His hands caressed my body swiftly, making me quiver under his touch. My body craved the feeling of him, as the foreplay continued. I ached for his touch in every way possible. I wanted to be captured by his overwhelming love. My moans only made him more persistent in his actions of love.
He looks at me. His eyes glimmering like the most rarest diamond a person ever could see. He licks his lips. Oh, those lips that I've become so fond of. They're the equivalent of of rose petals as they fall onto a small pond. He kisses me.
"Bianca."
"Yes." I answer softly.
"Bianca!"
"Bianca!"
I wake up, to my boyfriend standing over me. He's shaken me awake, and from the best dream I've ever had. Sadly to say, my actual boyfriend wasn't the person I was dreaming of. Although I dream of this guy every night, I've never met him. In fact, I don't know what he looks like I just know what his lips look like.
"What?" I ask, rubbing my eyes.
"You're gonna be late for your first day." Julian says.
"Oh my goodness." I say, rushing to the bathroom.
I turn the faucet and let the water run. I lock the door, and take off my pajamas from last night.
I get into the tub, and and let the warm water encapsulate me. I think about my current relationship.
How did I let it get this far?
Why haven't I said something.
I mean, it's obvious I'm not happy at all, if I'm dreaming of someone else.
I want to break away from Julian, I just don't know how to. I don't want to hurt him, but I don't want to be in this type of relationship anymore. It's toxic, and only the worst can happen if I choose to stay.
I love Julian, but he doesn't do it for me anymore. I love him, but he's just not as fun as when we first met. He's boring now. He never goes anywhere. He says that he wants to be great, but sleeps until the next day.
I want the best for him, but all he does is claim that he's down on his luck, but really he doesn't give a fuck. I cannot make this shit up. He argues with me for no reason, and he always thinks I'm cheating on him.
Maybe it's time for a change.
Maybe I need something different.
Maybe I'll meet who I've been dreaming of.
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I put my clothes on, along with some perfume, and unlock the bathroom door. I open it, to see Julian waiting for me.
As soon as I walk out he comes to hug me, but I squeeze out of his hold. I push pass him, and walk out of our shared bedroom.
I walk into our kitchen and over to the island that is in the middle of it. I get my car keys out of the dish, and put them in my purse. I start to leave, but Julian calls my name.
"Bianca!"
I turn around, to see him standing on the other side of the island.
"Yeah?" I ask.
"I was thinking that we could go out tonight. You know. Maybe have some alone time. Me and you." He says.
"Sure, Julez." I say.
