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~Leila's P.O.V.~
I sit at my desk, with the thought of Ethan pacing through my mind. He never left me, and his feeling is perpetual. I can't go a day, even an hour without thinking about him. I love him with all my heart and everything else in my body, but I just can't get over what he did to me.
All those years, all that time that I spent on him was for absolute nothing. I just wish things wouldn't have ended the way they did. In divorce. I wish he wouldn't have told me the things he did.
I continue to look through the company's bills, finances, and expenses. The tunnels in my mind get deeper and deeper.
Everything that's been going on recently is taking a toll on me. If it's not spiritually, it's mentally. If it's not mentally, it's emotionally. And if it's not one, it's all three.
I want to relax, but every time my mind becomes afloat something or someone has to ruin it. I'm not gonna lie it does get stressful, but this is the life I chose so I have no problem dealing with these types of things.
I just hope this recurring cycle of work, home, and more work does not continue long. I just wanna spend time with my son and Nate, but I haven't spent quality time with them in a long time.
I continue with my work, until someone knocks on my office door.
"It's open." I yell.
The door inches open, and I see the one face I didn't expect.
"Hey, Leila." Ethan says.
"HI. What's up?" I ask.
"Nothing. Just checking in before I head home." He says.
I still work with Ethan. Even after all the things he did, I let him continue to work for me. I just made him agree to keep our relationship professional.
"Oh,okay." I say.
"Look, about what I said the other day, I just-"
"Ethan, it's fine." I say.
"I don't feel that way." He says.
"What do you mean?" I ask.(this is in no way related to jb so no one come for me)
"I want you to know, that I won't give up on getting you back. I know I messed up in every way possible, but that doesn't mean I can't try to see if you'd let me back in." He says.
This is the Ethan I love. The Ethan I fell in love with. The Ethan that doesn't give up on anything, but knowing him it's also the Ethan that hurt me.
I disregard my work, and get up from my desk. I walk to him, and lean bay on my desk.
"Ethan, don't do this." I say.
"What am I doing?" He asks.
"You're causing a problem that's not there." I say.
"But Leila there is a problem. You're not mine anymore."
"You caused that. Everything that's happening is because of you. You're the one who decided to cheat. You're the one who stepped outside or our marriage. So you're the one that has to deal with it." I say.
"Leila, do you know how hurt I've been? Do you know what I've gone through." He asks.
"Ethan, do you have any idea what you put me through when we were together? You took me through hell and back and didn't think about what you were doing." I say.
"What can I do. I need you." He says.
"There is nothing you can do. I'm getting remarried in a couple months." I say.
"Just consider this, if you love me like you say you do then you wouldn't have let me say all this." He says.
He's right. I love him,still. After everything that's happened there will always be a love for him in my heart.
"Goodnight, Ethan." I say.
"Bye." He says.
I walk back to my seat at my desk and sit down. He walks towards the door, and grabs the handle.
"By the way, I'm picking Ollie up tomorrow." He says.
"Alright."
With that, he opens the door and exits.
I sit there(bbq sauce on my-nope) fidgeting with my pen.
Were the lemons I had before worth it?
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HI!!
This is part 3!!
If anyone is confused Ethan is the "lemons" that's why this is called "Life after lemons"
Anyways, how was it?
Think I like this plot again!
Idk if I should continue it though...
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