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Tomara.
Tomara.
Why'd you have to do this? You had it all cut out for yourself, but you chose the wrong way. Honor's society, straight A student, all down the drain, and for what? Some stupid boy. You're a lover at heart, but you can't help but feel hopeless. All the dreams and promises he fed you, were just so he could get what he wanted. All he wanted was for you to feel vulnerable, and he succeeded. He did you so wrong, that you feel like you won't ever feel what love is like. You won't ever get to experience how to feel. But you've found someone new. Someone that could potentially be better. You have your guards up this time, but you're willing to give him all of you. You don't know why you like him, or what about him that you like, but you know you just like something.
You like him, but you lied to him.
You're supposed to hate him, but you don't.
You don't hate him, and now you don't know what to do.
You want to be vulnerable, but you can't.
Not after what the past did to you.
You want to leave the past in the past, but soon the past will be knocking at your front door, and you won't know what to do.
Tommy.
Tommy.
You think you're so slick. Walking around with your head up, thinking that you don't feel it. But you do. You feel it all. Everything. You're so anxious about everything. You couldn't even be real with Ethan. Telling him off and insulting his pride, while you were the one that was hurting inside. But you enjoy pain, Ms. Masochist. Humiliation is your cup of tea, and Ethan is the sugar on the side. You want to hate him. You really do. But you can't help it that your feelings towards him are true. Stop with the lies, and the faking, and the phony. You love him. He's your milk & honey.
You like him, but you lied to him.
You're supposed to hate him, but you don't.
You wanna let him go, but you won't.
You wanna let go of the past, but you're cut too deep.
The past is closer than you think, and when it's here all hell will break loose.
Your new safe haven will leave.
You won't be able to breathe.
But fear not.
He will come back, and you two will be back on track.
Don't say the word "love" until you know it's truly here.
But be cautious little girl...your fear is near.
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