Ethan-
The cool air blew on your naked and exposed body. Not only were you nude, but so was your regular hookup, Ethan. You never wanted to have a real relationship with him, but he did with you.
You wanted to strictly be just friends with benefits, but he had feelings. He couldn't help it. He felt like he was wrapped around your finger, which he was.
But he loved every second of it. Being with you made him feel better. In ways his wife could never provide for him. He loved you, but he knew you didn't feel the same.
This scared him. It made him feel like he would never be happy. He couldn't live with you, but he also couldn't live without you either. Ethan was gone out of his mind over you.
You lay on your stomach, with the covers draped across your back. Ethan's hands run down your back, and over your shoulders.
"Mhmm. You're so good to me." You say.
"I wanna be." He says.
"You are." You say.
Ethan hesitated for a moment, and you knew what words would fall from his lips.
"I love you." He says.
You stay silent.
"Ethan.." You sigh.
You knew your feelings towards him crushed his heart.
"Why don't you feel the same?" He asks.
"I just don't. You can't be mad at me." You say.
"I'm not." He says.
He stops massaging your back, and sits next to you on the bed.
"This shit hurts." He says.
"Well, if jt hurts so bad, then why don't you leave?" You ask.
"Because you're good to me."
Grayson-
The darkness of the night captured your eyes. The twinkle of the moonlight set it's sight on you and your lover. The best one you've had in a while. He fulfilled all of your fantasies and satisfactions. He knew exactly what you wanted.
Grayson knew every special spot of yours. And he knew exactly how to utilize them to his best ability. He also knew how to use everything that was god given to him.
You loved every second of your little encounters with one another. He loved them also. You loved his body. His arms made you feel safe, yet enticed.
Everything about him made you want more. All of the little things about him made you drool over him. But the infatuation was reciprocated.
He knew you were mad for him, and he was just as mad.
"This is nice." You say, as you both gaze upon the stars and each other.
"I try to do my best when I'm around you." He says.
You smile at his remarks. He was a sweetheart, and that's exactly what you needed.
"I'm thankful." You say.
He wraps his arms around you, and you smell his colonge.
"You're so good to me." You say.
"That's my job." He says.
He hugs you tighter.
"You're good to me too."
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