Worn out is an understatement for me this morning. My body ached in every aspect possible. Last night was crazy and surprising. Ethan was stronger than I thought.
We got rough. He would pin me down,and hover above me. His muscles glistened,and gleamed. We twisted and turned all night long. We did good,for our first time together.
He taught me every technique he knew.
I never knew that Ethan was into wrestling.
Maybe I did underestimate him. He always seemed to be a delicate little puppy to me. The way I see him now has completely changed.
I get out of bed and walk to my bathroom. I look at myself and huff. My hair was a mess,and I had bruises all over my body. I was not going to school.
I walk back to my room and grab my phone. I text Joyce.
Z:wanna skip school.
J:why would you even ask me that?
J:of course I wanna skip.
Z:cool meet me at my house in 45 minutes.
J:you still working on your plan against Ethan
I had totally forgotten about my plan,maybe his was working. I need to get back on mine before it's too late.
Z:no but thanks for reminding me
J:why do you hate him so much anyways
Z:he's just a jerk
J:maybe he's a jerk because he likes you
Z:I've said this a million times
Z:HE DOESN'T LIKE ME!!!
J:whatever
Z:get dressed so we can leave
J:see ya later Z
I put my phone down and walk over to my closet. I pull the doors open and look through my pitiful excuse for a wardrobe. I need to go shopping. Luckily,Payton left me like two thousand dollars so I'm good.
I pick the plainest outfit I have. Sometimes less,is more.
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I take a shower and brush my teeth. I put my clothes on and walk downstairs.
Maybe I am over exaggerating a bit,but Ethan has been a negative influence on my life for so long. I've never been this close to not hating him. It's quite shocking.
I walk into the kitchen and grab an apple. I take the first bite and get a text from the man of the hour.
Alphabet Boy✏️🍎: you goin to school today?
Z: nope
Alphabet Boy✏️🍎:why not?
Z:why do you want to know
Alphabet Boy✏️🍎: I'm not going
Z: what does that have to do with me.
Alphabet Boy✏️🍎: I wanna spend time with you
Z: Im going to the mall with Joyce
Z: you can come if you want
Alphabet Boy✏️🍎: okay
Alphabet Boy✏️🍎: see you later babe
Z: we're leaving in like 10 minutes so hurry
Z: and don't ever call me babe
Alphabet Boy✏️🍎: bye
I put my phone inside of my purse and grab my car keys off of the kitchen counter. Just as I make it to the door,someone rings the doorbell.
I open the door and it's Joyce.
"You look so cute!" She says.
"Thanks." I say.
I close the door and lock it.
"So where are we gonna go?" She asks.
"To the mall." I say.
"Okay." She says
"By the way,Ethan is tagging along." I say.
"Why?" She asks
"I invited him." I say.
"Zarah,just admit it. You like him." She says.
"No I don't." I say.
"Why would you invite him to spend the whole day with us if you don't like him?" She asks.
"He said he wants to spend time with me." I say.
We get in my car and I turn on the radio. I skip back and forth through the stations. I give up and just plug my phone into the aux cord.
I drive to Ethan's house,thanks to directions given by Joyce,and see him and Grayson.
"I thought you and him broke up." I say.
"We're back together now." She gives me a toothy smile.
Ethan and Grayson get in the backseat,and I drive to the destination
We walk inside and look around,like kids in a candy shop. I've never skipped school,so this was a first for me.
"What do you guys wanna do first?" I ask.
"Well,I don't know about you two,but Gray and I are heading to Victoria's Secret."
Joyce grabs his hand and rushes towards the store.
"I guess it's just you and me now." Ethan says.
"I guess it is." I say.
We walk around in silence. No matter how hard I tried,I could never get a conversation out of him. I mean he talks shit all the time,so I was really surprised.
"Hey. Can I ask you a question?" He asks.
"You just did." I say.
"Let me ask you a question." He says.
"Okay." I say.
"I know this is sudden,but would you like to do on a date with me?" He asks.
I am so over this. The faking and constant lies. He doesn't want to be with me so why was he asking me this? I done with this whole realationship and with him.
"You are so full of shit."
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Hi!
This is part 6!
Thank you guys for all the love you continue to show me!!!
