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~Esme's P.O.V.~
"Grayson stop!" I yell.
He ignores me. That's all he ever does now. When we started off, we were hot and heavy. Now things are falling through my fingers as we speak. I hate the feeling of knowing that my other half is ripping away from me. I hate the feeling of knowing that I could be the reason why he's leaving. All I ever wanted was to love him. All I ever wanted was for him to love me. Now our love is no more and I've fallen to my knees. I just want to love him. I just want to love him.
"Grayson just talk to me." I grab his bicep.
He snatches his arm out of my grasp, and continues to pack his bags. The bags that would lead him out of my life. Out of my heart.
"Why are you doing this?" I ask.
He turns around to look at me. His once easy going face, is now stern. His once soft lips are pursed and condemning. His once dazzling eyes are now dark and ominous. I see a completely different person, from the one I fell in love with. He's different, but there's a part of me that knows that the person I fell in love with is still there. Somewhere.
"We're toxic." He simply says.
"Don't say that. What did I do wrong?" I ask.
"Nothing. We've done stuff to each other. Stuff that we can't fix." He says.
"We can't fix it if we don't even care to try." I say.
"There's no point in trying. It's best to just leave before we're in too deep." He says.
"We can't fix it we don't try." I say.
The tears start to stream down my face. The burning sensation of hurt tingles in my throat. I'm devastated. The love that used to flutter throughout my heart, is now cold and dead.
My eyes continue to waterfall, and Grayson notices. He tries to come closer to me, but I back away. My movements were involuntary, but pristine nonetheless.
I sit on our shared bed. Grayson does the same, but on the other side. I feel his weight sink down on the bed, as we sit in silence.
I hate when I awake in this bed. I fumble and twist, til the truth starts to click. There's so much space in this bed. The sheets go for miles with my dreams of his smile.
"I don't want to be just a memory to you, and I don't want to feel your wings break free." I say.
"There's nothing we can do." He says.
"Stop saying that. You don't want to try." I Say.
"You can move on." He says.
"No I can't, because without you I'm lost in the breeze." I say.
"You gotta be stronger, Esme. There's no way to fix what we had." He says.
"I can show you." I say.
"How what?" He asks.
"I'll love you like I've never ever loved somebody. I'll give you things you didn't even know you wanted." I say.
"That's not enough. Even if you did all those things our time is still up. I think I'm over us." He says.
"Don't tell me that it's not enough, our time is up, you're over us. Cause I think I might do anything for you." I say.
He sits next to me.
"What do I need to do?" He asks.
"If just let me love you." I say.
"I don't want you to be hurt because of me, but I think it's best if we go our separate ways." He says.
He gets up from the bed, and grabs his bags. I follow him downstairs, and my bare feet touch the broken glass. The glass that broke when we were fighting. And just like my heart, Grayson is walking all over it.
He muscular back, flexes when he steps down each step. His hair bounces with each step he takes. I hear his shoes squeak against the hardwood floors. I continue to follow him. His hand lands on the metal door knob. He turns his head back.
"Just let me love you." I say.
He hangs his head, and twists the door knob.
"I'm sorry."
Those were the last words I heard from him, before he walked out of my life. The door closes, and I walk to the door. I place my hand on the knob, and feel the warmth of was once there. I stat to twist it, but I hear the sound of Grayson's car starting. I know that he's gone. He gone and there's nothing I can do about it. I turn my back to the door, and slide down to the floor.
All I wanted was love.
All I wanted was to love him.
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