Band Imagines

*REQUESTED* SIO - Cody Carson

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Trigger Warning

Please Take One Small Bite For Me!

CODY

Did y/n think none of us knew what she was doing? Sure at first she'd been careful to hide food from us, but one night she let her guard down and we figured out what was happening all over again. Her eating disorder was back, but I needed to know why because she'd been doing so well these last couple of years.

y/n and I started dating at the end of high school and I helped her recover first time around, I hated remembering seeing her in that hospital bed with tubes sticking out of her because she'd starved herself to the point her body started to shut down. This time I wasn't going to let it get that far.

When y/n left the room to use the bathroom I took the time to unlock her phone and open her social media accounts, I had a feeling it probably had something to do with the fans and the hate she received for being my girlfriend. I found what I was looking for on Instagram, the rest of the band and their girlfriends had taken a holiday to relax after the last tour and the picture in front of me was one of all our girlfriends posing and looking hot in their bikinis.

The comments were aimed at y/n and her weight. Apparently, she wasn't as skinny as the other girls and could afford to lose a few pounds if she wanted to feel worthy of dating me. If I was on my own phone I probably would have thrown it across the room in a rage and smashed the screen, but I couldn't do that to y/n's phone. Why couldn't fans be happy when a band member started dating the girl or guy of their dreams? I needed to do something.

@CodySIO: If you want to call yourselves fans who care for the band, or any band for that matter, then you'll learn to leave our significant others alone...If you're going to be cruel and vicious I don't want you as a fan!

I shut off the notifications as to not be bombarded by reactions to my bluntness. y/n still hadn't returned from the bathroom and I glanced down at her untouched plate of pasta on the coffee table. I knew what she was doing, she was purging.

Y/N

While Cody was distracted by the film you make the excuse that you needed the bathroom which he believed. How could Cody still be with someone as fat and ugly as you? Was he staying with you out of sympathy? He could date any girl, any girl would be better than you. You didn't have an eating disorder, you weren't throwing up meals on purpose and you could stop at any time.

Sticking your fingers down your throat you feel the vile burn your throat before you hug the toilet and throw up the contents of the little food you'd consumed today. Cody was always offering you food and you knew if you denied it he would suspect something, so you accepted and threw it up when he wasn't looking. You were a few pounds off your ideal body weight.

"y/n are you okay in there? You've been in there a while? Do you need anything?"

Cody knocked on the bathroom door which you'd forgotten to lock his voice slightly suspicious.

"Err I'm fine babe, I'll be a couple more minutes. Don't come in."

The hesitation in your voice was enough to make him jiggle the doorknob. Swearing under your breath you get up a little too fast feeling dizzy and collapse back on the floor hitting your hand on the toilet seat.

"I'm coming in y/n."

You manage to flush the toilet just as Cody bursts through the door. He glances between you sprawled on the floor and the toilet. In his eyes you notice him putting two and two together, tears start to spill down your cheeks.

"I'm sorry Cody...I can stop...I will stop...I want to...be...perfect for you..."

CODY

y/n breaks down and I kneel down on the bathroom floor before pulling her into my arms. My own tears threatened to spill, she was starving herself to be perfect for me. I hold her as she continues to cry and brush my fingers softly through her hair.

"You're perfect already y/n. You know I never want you to change. I saw the comments on Instagram; don't let the fans get to you like this. You're perfect in my eyes. I love you so much. I don't want to see you hurt yourself again."

y/n's sobs calm down and she looks up at me with tear stained eyes.

"Once I start it's hard to stop Cody, it's like an addiction. God, I don't want a repeat of high school. I want to be able to eat what I want without feeling like a pig."

I smile and wipe her tears away.

"You're a very attractive pig y/n, you're mine. Together we'll get through this because I want to see the bright and bubbly y/n back. Fans are jealous of you and always have been, plus I may or may not have yelled at them on Twitter."

"You did that for me, Cody? I don't want to ruin you or the band."

y/n always put others before herself, she was too kind for her own good.

"You won't ruin us, besides the rest of the band loves you. Now I'm going to kiss my beautiful girlfriend."

y/n covers her mouth with her hand blocking me from a kiss and shakes her head.

"Let me brush my teeth first Cody, then you can kiss me all you want."

I let y/n go and she stands up and walks over to the sink to brush her teeth. Oh I did intend to kiss her as much as I wanted, she means the world to me and I wasn't going to let her forget it.