High School Diaries

High School Diaries (Chapter 71)~The Last Trip Down Memory Lane

(Real) Zenix's POV

My fingers curl around the cold cell bars.

I feel like I'm going insane.

Aphmau is the only thing that's keeping me sane.

But that won't work forever.

My sanity is running out.

I slowly feel myself becoming something I'm not.

I know that Ty is pretending to be me back in Phoenix Drop.

But there's nothing I can do about that.

Why would I care anyways?

I plop to the ground, those thoughts on an endless ring thru my mind. I am slowly loosing my sanity.

You hate them.

No I don't.

You really really hate them

No!

You want them dead.

NO I DON'T!!

You're becoming insane, Zenix. Just embrace it.

No, I won't! Leave me alone!

You're becoming insane. It's not going to stop.

I'M NOT INSANE.

Heh. Keep telling yourself that. It's all lies

I'M NOT GOING INSANE.

I have a mental conflict with myself. This has been happening more often.

You want Ty to hurt them.

NO I DON'T.

There it is again. On an endless ring. My hands shakily make their way to my head. I place my face in my palms, tears escaping from my eyes. Some tear droplets fall thru the cracks between my fingers.

YOU'RE GOING INSANE ZENIX, JUST EMBRACE IT.

NO!! I WON'T.

The tears continue to flow. I've been in here for multiple months. Solitary confinement.

You're in solitary confinement. Only insane people go there. Or... here.

I'm here because everyone thinks I'm Ty!

Of course they do, and nobody wants to find out that you're actually here.

I think they would be pretty mad if I betrayed them.

Let me just tell Ty that.

Wait... what?

Confusion. Confusion fills my sad emotions. But, who's they?, I thought to myself. "They" are everyone in Phoenix Drop that both Aphmau and I care for., I answer myself.

Aphmau

Garroth

Adam

Laurance

Levin

Malachi

Marshal

Cadenza

Aaron

Travis

Jeffory

Katelyn