Morning crept in . Randhir was the first to wake
up. He sat and stretched himself . He was about
to get up when his eyes fell on Sanyukta. Peaceful
as a few drop on grass in a winter morning, she
was sleeping. He couldn't stop himself from
pecking her forehead.
Randhir's POV I pecked her forehead, I just
couldn't help doing it. Her face itself made of fall
for her all again. I wanted that feeling to stop so I
quickly changed into tracks, grabbed my phone
and went out for logging. I took a long track as I
had some 3 hours with me. I put on headphones
so that my mind would be engrossed in the tunes.
I started running, first I was slow but eventually I
gathered speed. Thats when my mind trailed off to
her, her eyes, her smile, her locks when they fall
on her face, the way she makes a disgusted face,
the way she pouts, her voice when she says
Randhir, the way she said ...... I Love You ... I
remembered that yesterday she had told of "I Love
you" . Although i was a bit down because of the
bhaang, I wasn't down enough to forget
everything. All of it was not planned. I never
wanted to bring those pakodas , she insisted. I
knew their taste at the first bite but before I could
stop her she had emptied her plate, I just went
with the flow. I remember each and every word
she said. Each and every smile she gave but I
don't remember what I had said to her , maybe I
was so lost in her, I didn't notice what I said.
She said " I love you " now I should be happy as
my motive to make her fall for of and make her
repent is succeeding , but I an not happy. My
happiness disappears whenever I think that how
will she react when I leave her. ' On Randhir don't
think about her, think about yourself ' I screamed
to suppress the side which was with Sanyukta.
She made of fall for her and now its just of doing
the same. The things which I feel for her are just
desires not love. She is a strong girl and she will
be find after i leave her. But before divorce I
should concentrate on exams, they are overhead
and although I won't fail In 3rd year , I need to be
Rank 1. Just one year more and I'll shift abroad
and she stays here , alone. " Stop! Randhir you
are again thinking about her. " I mentally slapped
my self and continued running but this time I tried
remembering laws of relativity and Flux in an ac
generator instead of her.
