A Single Year in the Life of a Teenager (Editing)

Week 23 (Unedited)

10/30/16Hey people! The rest of the sleepover was fun,  and I was the last to leave. Wen I got home I did the last of my  homework. Then I went to Taekwondo for a bit for their Halloween costume  party. It was fun, but there were so many kids there. And when I say  that, I mean there were over fifty kids. I didn't get to stay because I  had rehearsal, which I was late for because no one opened the door. I  still got yelled at, but so did everyone else. Today's rehearsal was  fun, but also stressful since it was the start of tech week. I'm super tired so I'll talk to you people tomorrow. Good night people!10/31/16Hey  people! Happy Halloween! We had the first day of tech week today, and  there was an improv workshop after school. I somehow didn't have  homework so I went to the improv workshop. It was super fun, but I don't  know if I was very good. Rehearsal was okay, but I know there's a lot  to do, and I messed up a lot. I'll do better tomorrow. Good night  people!
11/01/16Hey people!  Today was long, but not as long as yesterday. We had scene work after  school, and I thought it went really well. Then at the actual practice, I  was told that the director really like my reactions to this one guy  flirting with me. After that I was so happy. I didn't care that other  people were complimenting it, just that the director did. I was also  happy at the end of rehearsal I didn't have any individual notes given  to me. I only have one more rehearsal and it's making me sad but also  excited for the play. Warning there's going to be lots of sadness  because I live all the seniors and this is their last fall play and  yeah. I'll get into that probably tomorrow and so on for the rest of the  week. It's late, so goodnight people!
11/02/16Hey  people! School was fine mostly and then rehearsal was very emotional.  All the seniors were saying thank you to out director and it hit me so  many times that they're leaving and that next year I'm leaving and  ahhhhhhh. I'm going to miss them so much. I know we still have the  musical but I love the seniors so much and I don't know how I'm going to  be able to be a leader after them. They're so amazing and so good at  acting and everything. I'm going to miss them so much. I cried so much I  have a headache currently. I  don't have practice tomorrow and I'm so excited for the play. It's  going to be so much fun I can't wait. I'm worried about Ashley though.  She hasn't been at school and I've texted her but she hasn't been  responding consistently and she's usually on her phone so I hope she's  okay. I'm super tired so I'm going to go to bed. Good night people!11/03/16Hey  people! I didn't have practice today, which was nice but then I had so  much homework. It's like my teachers were waiting for the day I was  supposed to relax to give me all this homework. I didn't go to Taekwondo  because I had to finish it all. I have three tests tomorrow and one of  them I didn't study for but that's okay. I'm  excited for the play! It's tomorrow and this weekend and I can't wait. I  sort of don't want it to be over because then I won't see the seniors  again other than in the hallways until spring. Or at all, if they aren't  doing the musical. I hope they are. I'm going to miss them so much. But  I'll enjoy their company while they're still here. Well, I better rest up so goodnight people!11/04/16Hey people! Today is the first day of my show and school just ended so I'm super excited! I can't wait !  I'm super nervous but also super excited and a bit sad. Today is the  seniors' last opening night of fall play. It's the last time I'm going  to bow with them and that might not sound very sad to you people but  I've made a family with these people and I love all of them so much. I  can't believe they're going to be gone. It's  just really hard for me I guess. Everyone always leaves. I know that I  can contact them and I'll see them for the rest of the year but still  the play being over shows that I have less time left with them. Well,  I'm also really excited because I know the play will be awesome. Plus  I'll get to watch most of it since tonight I have a nonspeaking role.  It's going to be so fun and amazing to see everyone on stage and  performing and seeing all the work that's been put in be worth it. And  after the show we have the cast party which will be super fun. It's at a  restaurant and there's actually not going to be any drinking this year.  The seniors decided to do that because that's why we got in trouble the  previous years with that restaurant. It's also near my house so it's  easy for me to get to. I'll tell you people how it goes! ----------------------------------------The  show was great! I didn't have a major role tonight, but it was still  really fun. My alternate for my majorish role was super happy and I was  really happy for that. All the seniors said thank you to everyone for  just being apart of drama club, and it was super emotional and stuff, so  I ended up crying. After  the show was the cast party. It was really fun. I like those parties  because I don't have to think about anything really. I let go of my  filter and do what I want. Sadly, it didn't stay that fun. One of my  friends tried to stop a sophomore and a senior (who has a girlfriend)  from hooking up. My friend has been cheated on before so she knew how  shitty that was. They did it anyway. I drove my friend home, and she was  so pissed and upset that she was in hysteria. I really wish she could  have slept over at my house, because then she probably would have felt  better. Hopefully she'll be okay tomorrow. I can't believe that that  happened though. I can't even look at those two anymore. Tomorrow is  going to be really tense. I better get some sleep. Goodnight people!11/05/16Hey  people! I went to see Dr. Strange this morning at the movie theater. It  was awesome! I loved all of it. It made me happy that I got up (because  I didn't want to after staying up til 2 am last night). They  play was great too! I was feeling kinda bad after the first scene. I'm  not quite sure why, but my stomach hurt and I thought I was horrible.  When I went to go watch the show (actors can watch from a balcony  thing), I saw Ashley leaving. She said it was because of anxiety and  everything. I wished she would have stayed. I get that she couldn't, but  I was kinda sad. The rest of the show went well, and I felt better at  the end. I did make the guy playing the character I was married to  (figuratively) have a heart attack. I had to pull out one of the shelves  for the last scene, and he didn't know so he thought I was going to  miss the entrance. It was pretty funny honestly. And he wasn't actually  mad. I  went to the cast party, which was more drama filled but there were less  people. What happened with the guy who cheated on his girlfriend was  that some of the senior girls called his girlfriend, and she came to the  cast party. I don't know for sure what happened, but I'm very confident  that they broke up. The girl the cheater hooked up with apparently has  other problems, like low self esteem and drinking. I feel bad for her,  but someone already told her that she needed to stop. After  that, the party was fun. I danced, I ate pizza, and thee wasn't any  alcohol. It made me feel so much better. I drove the same girl home too.  She tried to convince her mom (who is very controlling) that she was  old enough to make her own decision and sleep over at my house. Her mom  said no, and didn't explain why which pissed both of us off. She said  she's not going to talk to her mom, and I hope she actually did do that.  Her mom seems like a total bitch. I feel so bad for her. I have one more show, and I'm still super excited! Now it's time to sleep. Goodnight people!