A Single Year in the Life of a Teenager (Editing)

Week 47 (Unedited)

04/16/17Hey people! Happy Easter! I spent part of my  Easter with my grandma and her family and the other part eating candy at  home. In the morning I tried to do some homework, but then I kinda gave  up on it. I kept thinking about Johnny after I gave up (no he is not  stopping me from working). Yesterday we talked for awhile and I told him  that I liked talking to him. He was shocked and told me that he thought  I hated him because of things his ex said I said. But I don't remember  talking to her about him. He believed me (I think) when I said I didn't  hate him. But he got busy so the conversation was short. But I didn't  mind. I was surprised when he told me he thought I hated him. Or maybe  he thinks he's talking to the other Kat... shit. This could be bad. I'll  text him tomorrow about it or something. Going  to my grandma's house was fun. Everyone was joking and talking and  nothing got too serious. It was like the world wasn't falling apart for a  day. It was a nice break from knowing we're screwed. Anyways, dinner  was good and there wasn't any candy there so when I got home I ate some  more candy because why not. Everyone complimented my lipstick and my  cousin asked if my favorite color was purple. I smiled and said yes. I  knew she was joking since it was obvious but it wasn't annoying. I should probably go to bed. Even if I don't have school tomorrow I do have rehearsal tomorrow. Goodnight people!04/17/17Hey  people! Today was super tiring. I didn't have school, but I had  something longer and more tiring. I had rehearsal for ten hours. Today  was the first day of tech week, also known as hell week because it is  very stressful and full of hell and misery. We  got to try on our costumes and use them for rehearsal which wasn't too  bad, except our director was telling us we needed something else that  wasn't on the list of needed costume parts. It was very aggravating. But  that wasn't the worst part of today, the wigs were the worst part of  today. Everyone in the ensemble had to wear them and I couldn't get it  over all of my hair. I wanted to scream and so I went on stage without a  wig at all. No one yelled at me and I somehow got it on later. I'm very tired right now and I know I'll be more tired tomorrow if i stay up any longer. Goodnight people!04/18/17Hey  people! Today was tiring too. Especially because we stopped a lot when I  was pretty sure we weren't supposed to. We were in costume today too  and will be for the rest of the week. Technically we're supposed to be  in makeup too but I haven't been putting it on out of laziness. The wigs  were somewhat better today, but some people's wigs still fell off. We  got through the whole thing and our director said it was good too which  is at least somewhat positive. My mom was able to get the new stuff we  needed which I was happy about. School  was pretty boring, but I did my best in my classes. At some points I  felt like a zombie but it wasn't the whole day. I also felt bad because I  didn't do any of my homework because I was trying to focus on the  musical. Well anyways I should warn you people that my  entries will be short because I know I'll be very busy and stressed and  tired for the next week until about Monday. Goodnight people!04/19/17Hey  people! As I said for this week, I'm not going to be writing much  because I'm tired. However, rehearsal went well and our director is  saying that we're getting better and better. I'm very excited for the  show and I've had a lot of fun and sleep deprivation and more to come so  goodnight people!
04/20/17Hey  people! Tonight was our last rehearsal and one of the seniors wrote a  letter and thanked everyone. Or at least as many people as she could. By  the end everyone was crying because so many people were coming to an  end of their productions at our school. I'm going to miss them. I really  will. But I can't dwell on it too much right now because I don't want  to start crying again. Goodnight people!
04/21/17Hey  people! Today was our first performance and it was absolutely  incredible. The auditorium was filled with people and the second I saw  all of them my face lit up with a genuine smile. I had so much and as  far as I could tell nothing major went wrong. Except that before we  started the lights stopped working, but we got them working in time. After  the show I went to the cast party. It was super fun to dance and eat  pizza and sing along to songs and have no pressure from anything.  Eventually I did go home and my daughter is sleeping over. We had a nice  conversation about people and life and I was just happy she was there.  I'm going to miss her next year. Well, I better get to bed. Goodnight  people!04/22/17Hey people! Today  was just as amazing as yesterday if not more. We had two shows today  which was very tiring, but I didn't really think about it much. We kept  our energy up and gave the best show we could that afternoon. After that  everyone went to go get food. I hurt my toe between shows (part of my  toenail came off) and I kinda freaked out but eventually I was okay. We  had more light difficulties for the second night performance which was  concerning, but they started working again. Once we started everything  was fantastic. The show was sold out. I couldn't see an end to the  audience. Everyone's face was beaming because it was such an amazing  feeling. The main character messed up but that didn't stop it from being  the amazing show it was. There was another cast party  tonight which was just as fun. However I'm really tired and we have one  more performance tomorrow so I have to go to sleep. Goodnight people!