A Single Year in the Life of a Teenager (Editing)

Week 46 (unedited)

04/09/17Hey people! Today was super fun but I'm very  tired so I'll try to keep this quick. Rehearsal itself was a train  wreck. We were supposed to get through the whole show, but we got  through the first act and a couple of numbers from the second act. Senior  sendoffs were fun but a little rushed. We had food and watched a video  with all of the seniors' favorite moments and advice. It was pretty long  but a very heartfelt video. After that we started saying goodbye to the  seniors. We didn't get to the seniors I most wanted to say goodbye to  until the very end, where there was virtually no time to say goodbye to  them. So instead, I told my daughter how much I loved her while other  seniors were going. I told my lab partner that I would say how amazing  she was another time. I cried a lot because I know that I'm going to  miss all the seniors. They're all just so amazing and I've known them  for so long. I'm going to bed and it's been about two hours  since I've gotten home. I just haven't felt tired because I've been  drained I guess from saying goodbye. At least I got to say goodbye. Most  of the time people in my life just leave without time for a goodbye. I  should go to bed now since I have school in the morning. Goodnight  people!04/10/17Hey people!  Surprisingly I wasn't very tired during the day today. I don't know how  or why but I was pretty awake today. But I spent most of today thinking.  So, people thought that I wasn't okay. It was kinda weird. I like  thinking more than talking. No one can argue in my head with me. I  figure stuff out in my own head. That doesn't mean that I don't listen  to other sides or think I'm completely right about everything, but I  hate arguments because I can't argue well. And I know that so I decide  mostly to not argue at all. Maybe I should stop talking as much too.  Then there would be less conflict. Rehearsal  was a lot better today even though  we got out late. Our director was  very happy with us. I think it was because the kids weren't there, but  either way I'm glad it was better. I should probably sleep  now since I'm done talking to Johnny. He said he didn't want to go to  school because he had a lot of stuff . I just hope he's at rehearsal. Goodnight people!04/11/17Hey  people! Today was pretty good but kinda boring. I don't remember  anything good happening at school but I don't think it matters. At  rehearsal I had fun as always and I talked to my daughter for a while  and joked and laughed during final notes. The seniors announced at the  end of rehearsal that we have a student run rehearsal Thursday which I'm  honestly excited about. I love student run rehearsals. I got home in one piece but I'm super tired and today was pretty uneventful so goodnight people!04/12/17Hey  people! Today seemed to drag on forever. I couldn't wait to leave  school, but then I had rehearsal too so the day felt very very long. It  probably wouldn't have felt as long if I did have school tomorrow, but I  don't so I'm happy about that. I get to sleep in before going to  rehearsal. Rehearsal  itself was pretty fun. Everything is coming together really well. I  don't know what changed but suddenly rehearsal is a lot less stress  inducing. Hopefully it will continue on this trend. I can at least hope  right? I got home early, or at least earlier than expected but now I'm very tired. Goodnight people!04/13/17Hey  people! Today was pretty chill. I didn't do much in the morning, even  though I have homework to do. I know that I shouldn't but I'm kinda  planning on blowing off the homework that I can because I know I won't  want to do it at any point this week. I  picked up my daughter before rehearsal because her mom was being  annoying and controlling as usual. We went to rehearsal and it was fun  driving with her, even though we got caught by a train. And she was  screaming. But it's okay. It was funny, or at least at that point it  was. She's going to a sleepover with the other wives (characters in  Joseph) so I won't have to worry about taking her home. Plus I can see  what her mom does about it. If anything. Rehearsal  ended well. At first we did the Potiphar number and while I'm getting  more and more comfortable with sexual jokes and being sexual I don't  like being put on the spot or focused on. I know that doesn't make any  sense for an actress, but I don't like my friends focusing their  attention on me. Even if it's positive it makes me really uncomfortable.  I can't exactly explain why either. I just don't see the point on  focusing on me. At the end of rehearsal we sang together and one of the  seniors gave this big speech about thinking of the reason that we're  here, why we're alive, why we're performing. It was really wonderful but  I also realized how much I'm going to miss everyone. I  tutored Vanessa today. She was getting x and y mixed up in her head,  but it's an understandable mistake. Her mom talked to me about giving  Vanessa private lessons over the summer so that we could still spend  time together and I usually have no reason to say no to money, so I'm  definitely open to it. I went home and not much else happened. I'm just going to go to bed now. Night people!04/14/17Hey  people! Today honestly was boring. Yes I procrastinated the whole day  and I feel bad about it but I needed a day of nothing and today was that  day. All I did was go out to get ice cream and my Easter present which  was purple lipstick. I'm very excited and can't wait to wear it on  Easter. Other than that, today was a very quiet day. Goodnight people!04/15/17Hey  people! Today I went to Taekwondo and relaxed a bit more. Taekwondo was  fun as usual even though our instructor had to leave early. I got to  put on some of my music since it was quiet which I was very happy about.  Nothing notable happened though, just the usual fun moments of Mop  messing around and getting yelled at, Android trying not to laugh at his  brother, Tank only talking to one person, and me just trying to stay  positive. Once I went home I felt tired so I relaxed which felt good. But now I should probably go to bed. Goodnight people!