A Single Year in the Life of a Teenager (Editing)

Week 51 (Unedited)

05/14/17Hey people! I volunteered this morning and I  FINISHED MY SERVICE HOURS!!! I have spent 25 hours doing service of some  kind and I feel so much better. I found out once I got home that I  didn't have demo practice today, but I do have it on Tuesday at the time  I usually have Taekwondo. I'm completely fine with that, but I do feel  exhausted and stressed. I have a bunch  of projects and major grades  coming up in the next few days, and a debate tomorrow that I didn't  research on at all. I didn't do the rest of my homework  because my brain is too fried to do ir or the debate research stuff.  It's basically just for extra credit, so I don't mind or anything but  it's just one other thing to worry about. I'll deal with it tomorrow.  Goodnight people!05/15/17Hey  people. Today wasn't too great. Most of my day I spent worrying about my  presentation for theology, the debate I mean. I was also worried about  my tests and projects for tomorrow, which was a test in English, a test  in theology, a test in Spanish, and my APES final. Even now I, worried  about that, and the stuff I have due on Wednesday, which is reciting a  poem, finishing a project, and the rest of my Spanish test. Let's just  say I don't feel very great today. Saying I'm stressed is an  understatement or at least it feels like one. I  started crying during my theology debate. In front of the class.  Because I felt like an idiot and and I was pretty sure I looked like  one. My teacher was very nice about it though and Ashley told me that  everyone else the class just looked concerned about me rather than  laughing at me or anything. I basically ran out of the room crying. I  went to the bathroom and locked myself in a stall for 25 minutes. I had a  break down for 25 minutes because of my stress. Hopefully, it'll get  easier. Either way I think I'm done with today. I was able to  tutor Vanessa today even if I was kinda stressed. It actually made me  feel better honestly. And now after some more studying and memorizing I  feel better or at least that I've done all I can. Goodnight people!05/16/17Hey  people! Today I feel a bit better. I mean, I only have three more major  grades to go through tomorrow and then I'll be basically done with  major grades for the rest of the year. So that's a plus but I'm still  pretty filled with anxiety since I don't know how I did on anything. All  I know is I tried my best which is all I can do. Taekwondo  was also a good stress reliever for the most part. Nothing super  interesting happened, just reminders that since there's a tournament on  Saturday that they're going to be closed. I'm not very upset about it  since I'll be at ACEN with Splash which will be super fun. She's going  to sleepover on Friday so that we can go and get there when it starts  and not have to wake up super early or anything. I think that  all things considered, today went pretty well. Hopefully tomorrow will  be good and break down free. Goodnight people!05/17/17Hey  people! Today I had the rest of my major assignments, and I got my APES  final back. I got a C on it, but I checked and I'll still have a B even  if he puts it in. My teacher did say that he would let everyone take it  again on the final day, so if I want to I could take it again. However,  until he puts in the other grades it's very unlikely that I can get an  A. So currently I'm waiting until he puts the rest of the grades in. My  two friends in that class (who were exempt) said they believed that I  could do it, which did make me feel better. Either way, getting a B in  the first AP class I've ever taken still seems pretty good. I  didn't have much to study for after school, or much homework at all  since I had so many major assignment due. From what my grades are now,  I'm probably exempt from all of my finals but two or three, but I don't  know for sure if I am. It depends on what I get for these last few  grades. Hopefully they'll get put in soon. Either way I'm excited  because I don't have school tomorrow. Well, I have to go to an assembly,  but we don't have classes tomorrow. The assembly is recognizing the  academic and some other achievements that the seniors have done and also  a couple that the other classes made. Hopefully it won't be too boring  or agonizing. Well, I'll find out tomorrow. Goodnight people!05/18/17Hey  people! Not much happened today but it was still a pretty good day. The  assembly at school was actually shorter than they thought so we got out  early. I was pretty happy about that, but then I felt so completely and  utterly bored when I got home. I cleaned up the house a bit since  Splash is coming over tomorrow and she dropped off her stuff. We went  over some details of the sleepover and such. Afterwards  I went to Taekwondo at my usual tie before I started tutoring Vanessa  on Thursdays, which was very fun but also tiring. I was very happy to be  there. I don't know what it is about Taekwondo but it makes everything  seem right. If I end up going to college on the coast somewhere (since I  want to be a marine biologist) I don't know how I'm going to cope with  things. But I'll figure it out. I always do. Anyways, today  was mostly a lazy day which is always nice to have. But now I need to go  to bed so that I can get enough sleep for tomorrow since I do have  class. Goodnight people!05/19/17Hey  people! Today was a pretty lazy day as far as school went. I didn't  have any tests or quizzes or anything today. I only had two homework  assignments due, which I did in study hall. Math wasn't very relaxed  since my teacher is trying to squeeze in another chapter when there's no  time to do that. Sadly, I'll need to know it because I have to take the  final. I got a B 3rd quarter so I can't be exempt. It doesn't quite  matter anyways since I have a B this quarter so I wouldn't be exempt  anyways. Most of my other classes are winding down which is good because  then I can focus on Math and Spanish more since those are the classes I  know I have finals in. I might have a final for theology but I honestly  doubt it since I have A's and I'm not taking the last quiz that we're  having since I have a get out of quiz free card. So I'm basically done  in that class too. After school Splash came over to my house  and we went and got ice cream like usual. It's become a little tradition  for the two of us when we sleep over at my house. We also watched a  movie and planned out our day at the con. We're both really excited and I  am because it's going to be my first anime convention. Plus we're going  to see some of our friends there. Well I should probably go to sleep so  goodnight people!05/20/17Hey  people! Today was pretty AWESOME. I had a bunch of fun with Splash and  we also saw our other friends there and hung out with them throughout  the day. We didn't go to many panels but I just enjoyed the atmosphere  and looking through all of the little stores and kiosks in artists'  alley. It was really fun and when I saw all of the people who were  cosplaying it made me want to cosplay next year. I don't know what I  want to cosplay as, but I know I want to cosplay. The  panel we did see was pretty fun too because it was a bunch of anime  clips. I hadn't seen any of them but it definitely made me want to watch  them. We took lots of breaks and got food on the way home which was fun  too. It was an exhausting day, and Splash left soon after we  got to my house. I didn't do much for the rest of the day. I'm going to  bed now so goodnight people!