12/04/16Hey people! I didn't do much, just my homework. I relaxed quiet a bit, which was good, and I'm very excited for tomorrow! I have an audition tomorrow for the musical, and I have tutoring and I have a project due for history! I'm kinda nervous, but mostly excited. It's going to be great! It also snowed today, which will make driving interesting. Snow is always interesting when it has to do with driving. I'll be okay though, I think. I have to dye my hair and then get to bed, so I think that'll be all for tonight. Goodnight people!12/05/16Hey people! Today was pretty busy, and I didn't have much time for myself or relaxing. School wasn't too stressful, until history. We had to present and I knew it want the best work. Eventually I felt better, but then I thought I had a quiz in Spanish, which made me freak out again. Thankfully, I didn't actually have a quiz. Otherwise, today was pretty typical. After school I went to tutoring, which was pretty good. Vanessa says that she's understanding more and more of her math. She even got some points because she asked her teacher to grade for accuracy, and it was correct. I didn't even help her with it, and she got it right. I was very proud of her. She also has been participating more in class, and when we were going through her homework she understood basically all of it. Her test on this unit is this Friday, and hopefully she does well. She seems to be doing well in our sessions, so I believe that she can do it. I don't know if I mentioned this, but I realized that a tutor's job is to make sure that thee is no need for their job. That the kid gets better at whatever the tutor is teaching them, and therefore doesn't need the tutor anymore. It's kind of weird that tutors work towards their job not being needed. While I like how much money I'm making while tutoring, I do hope that Vanessa gets better. After tutoring, I went back home to eat and work on homework. After about an hour I went back to school for my audition. When I got there, they were actually on time for everything. I went almost immediately after I got there. I didn't do amazingly, but I'm just trying to get into the ensemble. Since no one gets cut, I know I'm in the ensemble now that I've auditioned. The director for the musical (who is a different person than for the play) saw my black hair for the first time. She was shocked, but not in a bad way. The pianist was surprised but seemed like it was a good surprise. I went home, and then finished my homework. That's about all I had time for, so I didn't get to relax today. I'm pretty tired, so I'm going to bed now. Goodnight people!12/06/16Hey people! School was pretty good today, I got back two tests which I took last Friday. I got a B on the history one, but I got a C on the one for APES. Now I have a B in the class. I really want to get that up so I don't have to take the final. Hopefully we'll have another test before break so that I can get it up. I had a history quiz today, and I know I did badly, but I don't think it will affect my grade so much that it's a B. I hope. After school, I went home and was kind of complacent with my homework, so I didn't finish it before I went to Taekwondo. I had fun at Taekwondo. Lioness was teaching class because my instructor threw out her back so she can't do anything. There was another person thee for adult class, so I wasn't alone. I got to work a lot on my forms, which I was very happy about. I left a bit early, but that was only because I started early. I finished my homework, and now I'm going to try and relax for a little bit before sleeping. Goodnight people!12/07/16Hey people! Today was good, I just have a lot of homework to do. More just a big homework assignment. I worked on for awhile tonight, and we get to work on it during class, so hopefully I'll be good and won't have too much to do. School itself not much happened, I went to my classes, and the only really interesting thing was that my English and creative writing teacher is going to be gone for Thursday and Friday for this thing called Kairos. All of the senior go on it, and it seems to be a very bonding experience. I don't know exactly because no one can talk about it. After school I stayed after with Ashley for a bit, but I went home on the bus because her dad is super sick and doesn't want to get anyone sick. It wasn't too bad. At home, we also put ornaments on the tree and finished decorating for Christmas. I was in charge of picking which ornaments to put up, and I put them up in between my research homework. I got to relax a bit, but I'm still feeling pretty drained. Goodnight people!12/08/16Hey people! I had a ton of homework today, so I didn't feel very good. And I'm pretty tired now, so I'll keep this short. I still went to Taekwondo because it makes me happy, and found out that Vanessa has improved a whole letter grade in math! I might be helping her a bit with writing now. She needs to prepare more and plan. I had to work for three hours after I got home, but did get all my homework. Now, I am very tired, and need sleep. Goodnight people!
12/09/16Hey people! Today's Friday and it makes me so happy! School was pretty good today I didn't have any tests or quizzes, and I brought cookies to share in creative writing. I also wrote some poetry stuff for our group piece. And, the people there said it was interesting and good. That made me happy. Poetry in general makes me happy. I hope that I can keep doing it and participate in competitions for it. It'll be fun. I haven't done much else today, but I think that's okay. Tomorrow I'm going to my neighbor's house for something, I'm not sure exactly what... I guess it's a kind of party... but it should be fun. It's at my neighbor's house, who is a very kind and very fun woman. I like her a lot. And her porch. I like her porch because it's a nice place to sit in summer. It's an outdoor porch, and she has a lot of seating out there, like a couch. It's just so nice out there and you can see everything it's very calming. Anyways it will be fun, and I'll be going to Taekwondo in the morning as usual, and hopefully I'll catch up on sleep tonight. Good night people!12/10/16Hey people. I had a good day all in all, but it didn't end too well. At Taekwondo I had fun, because Taekwondo is so fun. I love being there so much and I wouldn't trade my days there for anything. It makes me happy even when I'm stressed and makes me laugh no matter what. After that, I went to the mall to get presents for my parents and my secret Santa person out of my group of friends. I can't tell you who it is, but I will tell you what I got my parents. I got my dad a pair of simple black slippers, because he needed new ones and I know he would appreciate not having to buy them himself. I know it sounds clinical, but I think he'll like them. I got my mom a David Bowie shirt since she really liked David Bowie and since he passed this year, I thought it would be nice for her to have one. I'm also really Prius of myself because I drove by myself in the snow, as in it was actually snowing and I didn't feel very scared and I didn't hit anything which was my favorite part. I went with my mom to one of my neighbor's houses for a party. It was a nice atmosphere before everyone showed up, and I got to meet my new neighbor. But, after awhile it got really loud, and no one on my block is really my age so I wasn't talking to anyone, except when adults wanted to ask me about my life. I got really tired, so I wanted to walk back home. I told my mom, and she told me to say goodbye to the host. I don't know why, but I couldn't. I felt embarrassed and bad for leaving early, and I couldn't bring myself to interrupt her conversation and say goodbye. Eventually, my mom told me I could go, since she could tell that I wasn't going to be able to. Once I got home, I felt horrible. I couldn't breathe right and I started crying, alone in my house. I felt so awful about not saying goodbye, but I knew I would actually not be able to breathe or talk if I went back. I think I almost had a panic attack... but I don't know really. I'm okayish now, but I need to sleep I think. Goodnight people!
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A Single Year in the Life of a Teenager (Editing)
SaggisticaThis is going to be like a journal for me, and you'll get to read all my thoughts feelings, and anything I want to share about my life. I'll tell you about my struggles and my dreams. My goal is to write something everyday for 365 days, whether it'...