Setting myself up

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The dreaded day has arrived. The day that I never wanted to come. A day where I would have to face some of my biggest fears. Monday. My first day back to school since I went to the hospital. I haven't seen Farkle or Lucas for two weeks. I haven't had a chance to talk to Farkle since I told him I'm pregnant. And I assume that Lucas knows about it since he was in the waiting room with everyone who knows for about 2 hours. I'm just hoping it stops there for now. I don't want anyone else at school to know. I will do my best to hide my pregnancy for as long as possible and when I can't do it anymore I just won't go to school anymore. Yeah. Ugh!!! Why does this all have to be so complicated?? My life was actually going pretty good for once and now what? I'm a pregnant teenager with two broken ribs. Things are changing. I don't want things to change. When things change, people change. And the people I know are the best people in the world! I don't want them to change. I don't want their opinion of me to change either. But its already happen. I know it has. I'm not even sure if Mr. Matthews has forgiven Josh. I really hope he has though because I can't stand the thought of me tearing apart their family.

I grab my bag and brace myself for the day. Instead of picking up Riley to walk with me to school I head straight to school. I walk over to my locker and shove my bag inside only taking the book I need. When I turn around I see Riley, Farkle, Zay, Lucas, and Smakle hanging out and talking by the stairs. I really don't want to go over there but I make myself anyways. I mean its just my friends. They'll treat me the same. Right? I walk over and stand next to Riley. She looks over. "Peaches! You didn't come get me this morning." she hugs me. "Yeah I was running late so I figured you had already left." I turn to the rest of the group but it goes silent. Smackle tries to get a conversation going. "So Lucas how is baseball going?" he shrugs. "Its going okay." it goes silent again. The bell rings and everyone begins to scurry off to class. I get into class and take my seat behind Riley.

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