Why Him?

Hop along

The baby bump is getting much to hard to hide and therefore I have basically given up on trying to. Which means I get even more looks at school. I try not to let it get to me but its hard. People whispering, pointing, laughing. I don't feel good in any clothes. Which is just frustrating. My mom recently got a small acting job for a movie about two hours away so I've been hanging around the house by myself. Josh will come over and hang with me after he gets out of school usually but around 8ish he'll leave. I wish he wouldn't because ever since that night I got mugged and beaten, I haven't felt the most comfortable when I'm by myself. But I don't want to interrupt his life or make him uncomfortable by asking him to stay over. Do between the baby in my stomach making me uncomfortable and that I haven't gotten the best sleep. I usually get about 3 or 4 hours of sleep during the night. And then I'll take like an hour nap during the day. Ugh life.

Riley and everyone are at Topanga's doing school work and of course I'm welcome to join them but I honestly just don't feel like it. Josh cam over a little later then usual but at least he came over. Him and I have been hanging out for the past couple hours. I really love spending time with him. Its eight and he leaves sadly. I text Riley to see if they are still down at Topanga's.

M- hey riles, y'all still doing school work?

R- yeah we're going to stay until nine. You should come down here!

M- I was thinking about it. I guess I will.

R- awesome! See you in a few😊

I put my shoes on and grab my keys. I get there and hang out but 9 comes fast. Lucas offers to walk Riley and I home and I could tell that Riley wanted that so I agreed. We reach Riley's apartment first so I day bye. "My place is just one floor up so there's no need to walk me huckleberry." Lucas gives a slight smirk. "I'm still going to though." I stay silent and continue walking. We get to my door and I turn around to him. "Thanks for walking me." he smiles. "No problem." I open my door and walk inside. When I'm about to close it I hear Lucas speak. "Hey Maya?" I poke my head out the door. "Yeah?" he shakes his head. "Never mind." I push the door open. "Lucas." he turns back around. "Yeah?" I move a little. "You wanna hang here for a little bit?" he stays silent for a moment thinking about it. So I speak again. "I don't bite." he laughs then walks inside and I close the door. I mean its Lucas the good. Hop along. Bucky mcboing boing. Ranger rick. Not to mention I'm pregnant and he likes Riley. NOTHING is going to happen.