Sunday came and went much too fast. My mom is back, but I've yet to tell her about everything that went on. I haven't spoken to Riley or Lucas since Saturday. Riley and I are still fighting. I don't know what to say to Lucas. And no matter how many calls or texts I send to Josh he won't answer. I tried to talk to him in person yesterday but nothing. He wouldn't even answer the door. He'll have to talk to me st some point. Whether he likes it or not I'm 24 weeks pregnant with his child. I just wish he would talk to me now. As much as I want to stay home and not go to school I can't. My mom said until I can't fit into the desk I have to go to school. So I get up and go to school. I get there right on time and walk into class taking a new seat in the back. Riley doesn't bother to turn around. She avoids eye contact with me and basically acts like I'm not there. It doesn't upset though because I'm just as mad at her as she is at me. I may be more mad. I'm still mad about what she said to me and I'm even more mad that she told Josh about the Lucas thing. So I'm not talking to her. She's not talking to me. And of course she's not talking to Lucas. I haven't talked to Lucas because I'm upset with him for kissing me a second time after I told him it would never happen. I'm a little upset with myself too. Mainly for kissing him back. I don't understand why I kissed him back. Lucas looks back at me every once and a while but I avoid eye contact.
Farkle and I haven't really talked much since he found out that I'm pregnant. I'm not really sure why. He's sticking with Riley mainly. Zay is of course with Lucas. And I'm on my own. Its the end of the day and I can finally go home. As I'm walking out Lucas runs over to me. "Hey Maya I need to talk to you." I'm continue walking. "I'm not interested in what you have to say." he steps in front of me. "I'm sorry Maya. I was being selfish when I kissed you. And now because of that you and Riley are fighting. Its all my fault and I'm so sorry. Your going through enough right now and the last thing you needed is me to cause this whole mess." there's that feeling again. The same one that caused me to return his kiss the other night. Why do I have that feeling. I just stand there staring at him. He smiles a little. "What?" I shake my head. "Just shut up." I say with a smile. What I'm about to do is probably going to screw everything up even more. But you only have one life. So follow your heart. I lean in and kiss Lucas.
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FanfictionSo this is how it happened. "Please don't make me go home." he sits back down. "Okay. I won't." he wrapped me in his arms and then kissed me on the top of my head. When I looked up at him I saw a look of love in his eyes that I've never seen before...
