Why Him?

Talk

Its been a few weeks and yet Riley and I still haven't spoken to each other. I've talked to Lucas off and on. Neither of us have brought up the kiss I initiated though. I know I have new feelings about Lucas and I know I'm not dating Josh anymore but I'm still pregnant and I just don't know if I want to date. I mean sure I was dating Josh but it was more simple because him and I are about to have a child together. If I were to start dating Lucas where would he fit in? I don't want to hurt him. After school Lucas offers to walk me home. Even though I want to say no I say yes. We get back to my place and I thank him for walking me home. He also carried my bag for me. Which I was okay with because I'm already carrying enough weight. He walked inside and set my bag on the coffee table. "So you and Riley still haven't spoken hu?" I shake my head. "Nope. I'm here when she wants to apologize." I walk over and sit on the couch. "Until then I'm not speaking to her." as soon as I finish my sentence there's a knock at the door. "Who's that?" Lucas shrugs. "I'll get it so you don't have to get back up." he walks over to the door and opens it. To my surprise Farkle walks in pulling Riley. "Farkle? Why did you bring her here?" I say. He closes the door. "Lucas and I agree that its not right for y'all not to talk to each other. So I brought Riley here so y'all would talk." Riley jerks her arm away from Farkle. "I don't want to talk to her." I get up. "Then leave you bone headed brunette." she scoffs. "Gladly you back stabbing blonde." she walks over to the door but Lucas steps in front of it. "Neither of y'all are leaving until y'all make up." he turns Riley back around and nudges her towards me. Him and Farkle step out into the hall. Riley and I stay silent. She pulls out her phone but Farkle then comes back in and takes both of our phones. "Y'all need to talk. Just be honest with each other." he then walks right back out the door. Riley looks over at me. "You should have told me the minute you saw me." I sigh. "I didn't want to hurt you. That's all I was trying to do. Was avoid hurting you. Then he kissed me again. And I knew I needed to tell you but you didn't even give me a chance. Not mention I was still upset about what you said about me." she takes a seat next to me. "I'm sorry about what I said. It was wrong of me to say that. And it was wrong of me to take it upon myself to tell Josh. I haven't been that great of a friend during all of this. And I'm sorry." "I'm sorry too Riles." she hugs me. "Maya?" I smile. "Yeah?" she. Sits back. "Do you like him?" right then Lucas and Farkle walk in. "Are y'all friends again?" her and I stay silent still thinking about the question she just asked.