Gone《Mark&Momo》

Ch.48 - "Hey Joshua,"

Momo POV

As I was going to bed I kept thinking about the kiss me and Mark shared. I feel like I need Mark in my life but there is Joshua. He is so sweet and he treats me good but, I feel like we aren't made for each other. 'It is only 9pm maybe he is still up,' I thought to my self. I really think should talk I feel like being together isn't right. I picked up my phone and dialed his number. The phone rang 3 times before I heard his voice on the other line. "Hello?" "Hey Joshua, I thought we should talk. Do you think we meet now?" "Now? Well I guess so Ill come over in around 10 minutes." "OK." I replied before ending the call.

*Time Skip* (Joshua arrives)

"Hey Joshua, come in." He came in and sat down on the sofa. "What is it that you need to tell me?" He immediately asked once I sat down next to him. "Umm, well I was thinking that maybe..." I was scared to tell him, he is my best friend from when we were young. I'm just... afraid of hurting him. "Well, maybe we can have a break from each other." I stared down at the wooden floor fiddling with my fingers. I was scared to catch his gaze.

"But, but why?" His voice was cracking. "Um, well I don't know if we are meant for, you know, eachother." I let out a sigh. He quickly pulled me in for a hug. He whispered in my ear, "Please, I really love you, I don't want to end our relationship." It sounded like he was about to start sobbing. "Uh, Joshua, I need time to think. I think I like someone else but I don't know. I really like you but, I don't know." I pulled from the hug and looked down once again.

"Josh, just give me time to think. I have to get my feelings sorted out. I'll talk to you when I know what my heart feels." "Ok, I won't force you to love me but, just know I love you." Joshua stood up and left.

I laid back onto the chair covering my face with my hands. Why is this so hard, I really like Joshua but Mark. I feel like we were made for eachother. Aish I don't know, I'll think about it tomorrow, I just need some sleep I guess.

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안녕!! I'm sorry for the short chapter,I just really want to hurry and get to the 2nd part of Ch.47😆. Thanks for all the support and 3,000 reads!!! Don't forget to comment and vote! I love you, 잘가!!♡