TEQ2: 10 Ways To Become Emotionless

Prologue

I'm that girl who tries to keep everyone happy. Even if I'm unsure of my own...

"Are you really sure about this sis? Ginagamit ka lang nila para mapalapit sa mga kaibigan mong lalaki," malamig na sabi ni kuya Kyzer sakin.

Ngumiti ako ng matamis. "I don't care bro. I'll do it. I just want to see them.. happy."

"Di sila totoo sayo Zar. Sila Keezer nalang ang dapat mong kasama. Wag na yung mga babaeng yun. Maawa ka sa sarili mo Zar."

"I don't care onii-san. They accept me for who I am, right?"

Huminga siya ng malalim. "If you insist. Zar. You're stubborn."

Ngumiti ako sakaniya. "Thanks bro. I love you too."

I'm that girl who tries to be nice then taken advantage of...

"Hey Czarina! Saan na yung number niya?" tanong nung babaeng kaibigan ko DAW.

"U-Uhm. Sabi kasi niya ayaw niya eh. Sorry." Napakamot ako sa batok.

"Aww. Pilitin mo siya para sakin. Friends naman tayo diba?" sabi niya saka ngumiti ng matamis.

"O-Oo. Sige."

Yinakap niya ako. "Thank you!"

I always smile and laugh. Trying to hide the pain I'm feeling inside...

"Ey ZarZar! Are you sure you're ok?" tanong sakin ni Kenzie.

Ngumiti ako ng malapad. Yung tipong di mahahalata na malungkot ako. "Oo naman!"

But I was backstabbed. And it pierced my heart...

"B-Bro." Ngumiti ako sakaniya kasabay ang pagtulo ng luha ko. Yinakap niya ako.

"It hurts. My heart hurts," sambit ko saka sinubsob ang mukha ko sa dibdib niya.

"Ssshh. Sis. We're here. Forget about them ok? They're not worth your tears," masuyong sabi niya sakin.

"Bro. You're right. I won't trust anyone anymore. I don't want to be taken advantage of again. I don't want to be kind again. I hate them bro. I hate them."

"Kami nalang ang kaibigan mo. Kaklase mo sila Kenzie diba? Sila nalang ang pakisamahan mo. Sila kilala mo. Yung mga babaeng yun hindi."

"Tama ka kuya. Kayo nalang. Sapat na kayo."

I hate myself for letting them control me. For letting them abuse my kindness. Now... I will never be the same anymore...

"Mom. Will you teach me how to be like you?" tanong ko kay mommy.

"What do you mean?"

"Teach me how to become emotionless," seryoso kong saad.

Tinignan niya ako. "Are you sure dear?"

Ngumiti ako at tumango. Ngumiti rin siya saka ako yinakap.

"Then I'll give you 10 ways... 10 ways to become emotionless," mahinang bulong niya.

"Thanks mom!" Yinakap ko siya pabalik.

But as I change my being, someone came and stopped me...

"Ciel is my name. Yea. I know you're dying to know my name." Nginisian niya ako. Tinaasan ko siya ng kilay.

"Don't get too cocky dear. I didn't ask your name in the first place." Ngumisi rin ako saka tumalikod.

"Oh yeah? You are the leader of The Nobodies, right?"

"Yes. I am. Does it bother you?" Liningon ko siya saka ngumisi. "Are you my stalker or what?"

Lumapit siya sakin saka ako hinalikan sa pisngi. Nagulat ako kaya di ako naka-react agad. "Wag kang mag-alala. Di kita type," sabi niya saka ngumisi.

Nainis ako kaya sinipa ko ang hita niya. Napangiwi siya. "I'm not asking for damn your opinion." Iniwan ko siya dun.

He is really annoying and arrogant. But there's something about him that makes my heart beat fast.

"You said you can handle yourself," sabi niya saka ako binaba. Ngumisi siya sakin saka niya ginulo ang buhok ko.

Tinignan ko lang siya. Walang ekspresyon ang mukha ko. Pero sa loob loob... kinakabahan na talaga ako. "I really can. Dumating ka kasi kaya ako napilayan."

Di nawala yung ngisi sa labi niya. "Siguro kinabahan ka at nawala sa sarili kasi dumating ako."

"Pax you." Medyo namumula ang mukha ko.

Ngumisi siya saka nilapit ang mukha niya sa mukha ko. "See? I can make you blush. Crush mo ko no?"

He's sweet. But in a different way. He's snobbish. Sometimes childish and a bad boy. He's a rebel. But still... I think I already like him.

"Sizon," tawag ko sakaniya.

"Sizon ka rin," sabat niya sakin.

"Huh?"

"Future surname mo yun," sabi niya pero ganito ang mukha niya: =_____=

But what if this guy will be the one who will betray me?

What if someone tried to ruin my life by using him?

What if he doesn't really like me?

What should I do now? Should I take the risk? Or prevent it?

I don't know... I think I already fell for him.

~~~

Ito na po yung book two ng The Emotionless Queen. Wala pa pong maayos na plot ito. So. Yan na guys. :3

~CsBs