The next day I'm only ten minutes late and I already ate breakfast. I did better than yesterday. I say hi to the lady at the front desk. She looks at me strangely and I walk to the elevator.
The office Johanna and I work in is like a second home to me. If my apartment will ever burn to the ground, I'll move my mattress here. I think Johanna thinks about it in the same way. Sometimes it looks like she never leaves. She's always already here when I arrive and leaves after me – if she ever leaves.
Today, Johanna sits already at her desk as well, her eyebrows furrowed, looking at her computer.
"Good morning," I say and I sink in my chair.
"Is your car already fixed, Tobias," she says immediately.
"Hello Tobias," I say with a high pitched voice. "No, my car is total-loss, it's not going to get fixed, Johanna."
"Then whose car did you drive yesterday?"
"I borrowed it," I say. It's the truth; I did borrow it from the Bureau.
"Hmm," she just says.
"Wait, did you start a whole investigation or something?" I asked with raised eyebrows. "It's not like I did anything illegal."
"It looks like I did. Because I received from the front desk worker the information that there were two men from the Bureau for you two days ago. And you went with them."
I shift in my chair uncomfortable. Johanna doesn't trust me. It has to be, or else she wouldn't have started an investigation.
"You see, Tobias, I know you hate the Bureau. And I used to be Candor, a long time ago, but I still can see it when someone lies. And you, Tobias – you're one of the worst liars I've ever met in my whole life."
"I suppose I've something to explain," I sigh and then I tell the whole story.
I tell her about the photos and how they forced me to come with them, because I didn't want to. I tell her Williams couldn't shut up about Tris and how I got confused when he started about a coma.
"Then he opened a door, and the she was, alive and breathing," I finish.
"Are you trying to tell me there's another death faked?" asks Johanna.
I nod. "It's the third. First Evelyn, then Amar, and now Tris."
Johanna nods slowly. "Thank you for your honesty. And I'm really happy for you two. I really am. And I wish all the happiness to you."
She walks over to me and embraces me like only former Amity members can.
"Thank you, Johanna," I say.
"You're welcome." She picks my bag up from the floor and places it on my lap. "Now, go, to your mother, because she freaked out because of your behavior."
I chuckle and walk downstairs.
Evelyn is already there. When she sees me, she says, "Where were you? I went to your apartment every hour and you weren't there."
"I was at the Bureau," I say. I decide to say everything, but a shorter version of what I told Johanna.
Evelyn laughs in disbelief. "Sure. Tobias, who hates the Bureau like no one else does, decides to sleep there."
"Tris is alive, Mom," I say.
She looks at me with sad eyes. "Tobias, she's already three years..."
"In a coma," I finish for her. "She was in a coma for three years and woke up a few days ago. Around the same day as I did."
"I'm sorry, Tobias, but I don't believe you. She's dead. You have her ashes in your apartment."
"Which are not her ashes. Mom, you of all people, should know how a faked death looks like. And I'm sorry if you don't believe it, but you're not going to get a different story. Besides, I don't think you'll be the one she wants to see first."
Evelyn looks away.
"Where are you going?" she asks.
"Johanna told me to go to you, but since I found you here, I thought: might as well take a ride to tell the others. People who hopefully do believe this. I'll see you later, Evelyn." I walk to the Bureau's car.+ + +
Once a Nose, always a Nose. Caleb stayed in Millenium all the time. Not in the head quarters luckily, because I wouldn't have been able to get inside that building without thinking about the time I spent there as prisoner.
I know where Caleb lives – I've been at his place once – but he'll probably be at work right now. But I don't know where his work is.
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Tobias - after Allegiant ✔
Fanfiction[allegiant spoilers ahead!] Tobias is a wreck after the love of his life died. in this fanfiction we follow his life three years after her death. The process of healing is not so simple as it seems... + + + I'm not raised with English, so this will...