I need help, Miss Lovato

Chapter 31

Demi

'come on Demi, eat something, please?' Dallas begged for the fourth time, I simply shook my head and got out my phone

'Dallas, she's scaring me' Maddie whimpered to Dallas

'Demi' Dallas said in a stern tone, I ignored her and continued going through pictures on my phone

'Dallas!' Maddie said urgently

'Okay, that's it, Demetria you're going home' Dallas grabbed my arms and pulled me up from my chair. I tried to fight her her grip was too strong. 

'Now Demi, there are paparazzi out there, you can either make a scene by going out like this and putting up a fight or you can hold my hand and not look like you're trying to escape' I sighed, Dallas really wasn't giving up but I needed to stay with my baby

'I'd pick the second one Dems' Maddie said, I grabbed Maddie and Dallas' hands and walked out calmly, I will drive myself back later. We quickly got into the car and drove away

'I'm really proud of you Dems' Dallas said, putting her hand in mine

'don't fucking touch me Dallas' I yelled pulling it back, Dallas' face fell and she placed her hand back on the steering wheel.

When we arrived home I ran inside and to the room I always stay in when I stay at home, maybe I could run back to the hospital, I am fit enough. I slammed the door and locked it, I then fell on my bed and stared at the ceiling, wishing that I could have my babygirl by my side. I heard a knock on my door

'Demi, baby it's Momma, can you please let me in?' Dallas has probably told her already

'baby, I want to give you a hug, I've missed you' I walked over and unlocked my door, mom walked in and pulled me into a hug. It was that moment when I burst into tears, everything just seemed to hit me again, my babygirl could die.

'Demi, what's wrong' mom asked quite frightened

'Momma' I sobbed

'Hey, shh, I got you beautiful, I've got you' she sat on the ground and pulled me down with her, letting me cry on her shoulder whilst she rubbed my back. I started to calm down a little bit

'Baby?' Mom asked

'MOM! Where are you?' Dallas screamed, obviously she had only just gotten inside, my breathing started to become erratic as I realized what Dallas wanted mom for

'Demi? Demi, it's okay, Dallas can wait, what's wrong?' I shook my head as I gasped for air

'baby, breath, with me' Mom guided me and got my breathing to a regular pattern

'Mom!' Dallas called again, sounding a lot closer, panic began to overtake me again

'No, baby, keep focusing on your breathing' Dallas appeared at the doorway

'Mom I-'

'Dallas, can it wait, please your sister is having a panic attack' Dallas nodded her head and stood in the doorway. I got my breathing back to a regular pattern and mom hugged me tightly

'what's got you so upset baby?' 

'she's going to die momma, my babygirl's going to die' I sobbed 

'Demi, what do you mean'

'She tried to kill herself momma, Dallas dragged me out of the hospital to here' Mom pulled me closer which was pretty hard because I was practically already sitting on her

'which comes to why I need you, Demi won't eat, and you should check her hips' Dallas said bluntly biting her lip, I looked away from mom

'Demi' she said in a concerned tone, I stood up and rolled down the top of my pants revealing the bandaids on my hip, mom gasped and tears brimmed her eyes making me sob harder

'baby, we'll fix this okay? It was just a little relapse' Mom stood up and pulled me into her embrace

'I want her to be okay momma'

'I know baby, I know'

'please let me go back momma, I need her'

'You need to eat first sweetheart' I shook my head and walked away from my mothers embrace

'Demi' she warned

'do I need to call Sarah' I groaned

'Sarah can't make me do shit, leave me the fuck alone' Mom and Dallas both stood in my room, obviously having no intention of leaving

'did you not fucking hear me, get the fuck out of my room' I screamed, mom ran out crying and Dallas stood there shaking her head at me

'I said leave for fucks sake Dallas!' 

'no Demi'

'why the fuck won't you leave me alone? please I want to be left alone' I said breaking down into tears... again

'because if I leave you'll cut yourself again and I fucking know it, so I'm staying here' I began to sob harder and Dallas cautiously walked over to me and pulled me into a hug

'I won't Dally, I swear'

'I wish I could believe you Dems, but I can't'  I sighed

'I ruin everything Dally' she started to run her fingers through my hair

'shh baby, no you don't, look at how many people's lives you've saved' 

'yet I couldn't save my own daughter's life' 

'You were the best thing that happened to that little girl Dems, she was and still is incredibly lucky to have someone like you in her life. She'll pull through baby, she's a warrior, just like you but she's going to need your help and you have to remain strong and be the warrior you are so that when she wakes up you're right there beside her'  

'Thank you Dally'

'Now will you please eat, you're going to get sick' I sighed and shook my head

'I'm sorry Dally, I just can't do it'