Friends From The Past

Chapter 16: Crazy In Love

(Song of the chapter: Crazy In Love
Warning ⚠️: The following song is from the
Fifty Shades Of Grey Soundtrack)
You may be thinking she went back for me, but. . . She didn't. I waited there for a full second before I realized, she wasn't going to come. Tears welling up in my eyes, I pushed open the door. I casually walked away until I was out of sight, then I took off. I had no where to go. There was no way I was going back to my dad's after running out like that. He was probably still angry at me. I've crossed the line, I've disrespected him. I was terrified to go back and apologize to him. The best thing I can think of is, running away, after all it's all I'm good for. I'm just a coward, a reject to the universe. If only I can just slip away. Would someone notice me? Will heads turn when they found out that I'm no longer alive? Will people weep for me at my funeral? No one, no one would. I'm not special. People don't care about me! I'm unworthy of people's love and attention. I take up space in this world, when there's more important things that could take my place. I didn't realize where I was until I stopped to catch my breath. I scanned the area. I remembered the place. My family and I would go on hikes up here all the time, those were the some of the greatest times of my life. We would go up this mountain every weekend and watch the sunrise. We even brought this other girl with us. What was her name again? Ugh, I can't remember, but she was like the older sister I never had. She was just two or three years older than me. She suddenly disappeared one day, without a trace, I never saw her again. I never knew why. I constantly asked my parents about her and they'd ignore the subject, they would get all... all touchy about it. Sometimes I felt like my parents loved her more than they every loved me. They treated her like a princess, I was always jealous of her. Once I was alone with her in the bathroom, mom asked her to watch me while I was bathing. Splashing my hands with such force on the waters, I had wet her. She had this scary look in her eyes, her teeth were gritted tightly, and her lips quivering with anger. Her hands shot for my neck, her grip was so strong. I couldn't call for help, my oxygen supply was running low. My face was red, no oxygen was going to my head. I was under the waters. The door to the bathroom thrusted open, my dad rushed to me and pried the girl off of me. I returned to the surface of the water, gasping for air. That was the last time I saw of her. Men in coats took her away to some place. Perhaps, a mental hospital...? She didn't deserve to go there. Too bad she never got the chance to kill me; I wouldn't have to be in pain and I'd be happier than I am now. What is life? I was standing close to the edge of a cliff, just a few steps forward and I'd be dead, everything will be over: the pain and the sadness. I'm going to do it, I'm going to jump. Lets end it right here, right now. I closed my eyes and took a step forward, then another, and then another. My leg stretched out, ready to take the last step, but a voice stopped me in the process. The next second, someone's arms were around me, pulling me away from the edge of death.
Y/N: Get your hands off me!
I grabbed their hands and threw them off me, they twirled me around to face them.
Lisa: Please, don't do this to me. I can't see you like this anymore, Y/N. It hurts me seeing you at this state.
Y/N: Lisa, stop acting like you care because in reality, you don't! Just let me be, leave me alone! I don't need you, I don't need anyone!
She tried to hug me, but I pushed her away. That was the worst thing I could've done. Lisa fell off the cliff. . . . .
                          Will Lisa be okay?
                        -End of Chapter 16-