(Song of the chapter: Heartbreaker)
Yet, it kills me seeing Lena walk away from me. I let one twin slip through my fingers and I'm not going to let the other slip through mine too. I ran like my life depended on it which it did. Without Lena, I'm no one. A girl with blonde hair finally came into view. Lena? I ran up to the person and pulled her back, turning her around to face me. She looked at me like I was crazy.
Y/N: Sorry, wrong person.
I let go of them and went back on my search for Lena. I spot what looks like Lena hugging a boy her age. They then kiss. I go closer to get a better look. It is Lena! They both pull away and Lena sees me. Not even the slightest bit heart broken I was. I'm starting to get used to getting my heart broken, immune to it. Okay, that's lie. It hurt like a b*tch. But, was I jealous? Very. My blood was boiling and my actions were uncontrollable. Without thinking, I grabbed his shirt and slammed him into the wall behind us. I stared him dead in the eye.
Y/N: Stay away from my girlfriend. Do you hear me?
Dude: But, what if your girlfriend doesn't want to stay away from me?
Y/N: You son of a–
I dragged him outside of the mall, Lena had a hard time catching up to us. I threw him to the ground and got on top of him, beating the sh*t out of him.
*PUNCH*
Y/N: That's for kissing my girlfriend!
*PUNCH*
Y/N: That's for thinking you could get away with it and this–
*PUNCH*
Y/N: That's for thinking my girlfriend would ever love you. You piece of sh*t!
I clenched my fist tightly, ready to strike his face again. Lena made it out before I could. She holds my arm back, preventing me from hurting him any further.
Lena: Stop, please!
Y/N: Why'd you make me stop?!? That boy kissed you! You don't even know him! I don't even know him!
Lena: I do know him and I love him!
Those words stung like a b*tch. My eyes watering up with tears. Tears of anger or tears of sadness? More like a mixture of both. Betrayal. Has she been cheating on me with this bastard?
Lena: I'm sorry–
Y/N: No, sorry doesn't cut it. I don't want to see or talk to you ever again!
Just as the guy stumbled onto his feet again, I purposely rammed into his shoulder, pushing him back down. I just need to get my mind off things for a second, my mind off of these backstabbing twins. My mind was all over the place. She's messing with my head. Am I going crazy? Hallucinations, perhaps? Someone please tell me Lena never said she was in love with some other person. All I can think about is wanting to get my hands on that boy and strangle him with my hands, just like that one girl had done to me. I want them all to suffer just like they'd watched me suffer. Would I regret it? No, I wouldn't. After all they have done to me, they deserve to know what's it like to be in pain, to carry all this sadness every day. My mind is all twisted because of them. I'm hurting because of them. I have to live like this because of them. They don't even realize what they're doing to me. They are slowly consuming me inside and out and yet I care about them so much. That sad, hopeful, and caring Y/N is gone. This new me will be different. I won't pity anyone, I'll be heartless towards them because love isn't for me. Love is a sin. How do I know this is true? Because anyone who loves, just gets hurt in the end. When you love, there's no one there to love you in return, to make you feel special. They just end up ripping your heart out and throwing away your love, taking it for granted. That's how I know love is truly a sin. I will get back at you for this, Lisa and Lena. No more playing nice girl. This I promise you: you'll soon be getting a taste of the wrath of Y/N 2.0. . . . .
What do you think this new Y/N 2.0 will be like?
-End of Chapter 21-
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Friends From The Past
Fanfiction-Prologue- You were a happy young girl. Since you were six-years-old, you were best friends with twins: Lisa and Lena. One day, you had to move away with your mom after your parents decided to split up. You were so devastated to be leaving Lisa and...
