The Behind The Scenes of a Perfect Love Story

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Tiffany's POV

Nasa van kaming Girls' Generation papunta sa village na yun. Madaming mga van magkakasunod, bawat group may isang van. Sa dami nga naman naming ito, sadyang madaming van.

Tumingin ako sa daan at napapikit.

I'm really going crazy.

[FLASHBACK]

"I'm okay now. Please let go." Halos mag crack na ang boses ko. I badly want to cry.

Naiinis ako sa sarili ko. Ano tong nararamdaman ko?

"Kita ko nga. You're really okay. I'm happy. I'm happy na okay ka na. Is it Nichkhun?" Sabi nya.

I can't see his face but I know he's smiling. Malungkot na ngiti, I'm sure.

We just spent so many days, months, years together that I already know every move he does even if I don't look at him.

I used to stare at him that much that I learned to understand every move that he makes.

I can tell if that beautiful smile of his is real or not.

I learned to understand what his heart's wants to say just by looking at those eyes which made me fall in love for him.

"Please talk. I missed your voice. I miss everything about you."

"Tiffany. Is it Nichkhun?" Matamlay nyang sabi.

Nanatili akong tahimik.

Bakit ba ako nahihirapan sabihin ang totoo? Si Nichkhun naman talaga.

Ramdam kong may tumulong luha sa pisngi ko.

I feel so damn weak here in his arms.

"Yeah." Hirap kong sabi.

Nagulat nya ako ng iniharap nya ako sakanya.

I looked to his beautiful eyes.

Damn, these eyes.

I see myself in his eyes. He's looking at me.

Years have passed but I still loose myself everytime I look at his eyes.

"Hey. Why are you crying? Inaalagaan ka ba nya ng maayos? Tinuturing ka ba nyang prinsesa?" Nakangiting sabi nya pero rinig sa boses nya ang pagka matamlay.

Suddenly flashbacks came to my mind.

I suddenly remembered all of our good memories together.

I suddenly remembered that there was once an 'us'.

I suddenly remembered how I really loved him and how I fell in love every minute with him.

"Hey. Tell me. Is he treating you right? Like a princess? Is he worthy of your love? Unlike I am?" Lalo akong napaiyak sa sinabi nya.

I can't deny it. I love my current boyfriend but I freaking missed this guy. I really did.

Pinunasan nya ang mga luha ko.

"Are you still mad? Gusto mo bang wag muna akong makita? Lalayo nalang ako. Hindi nalang ako sasama sa-" Bigla ko syang niyakap kaya napatigil sya sa sinasabi nya.

"Lalayo ka nanaman? I hate you. Lagi ka nalang lumalayo. Why are you thinking na masaya ako pag wala ka? I hate you. I hate you for driving me crazy. I hate you because I freaking missed you." Umiiyak na sabi ko habang nakasubsob ang ulo ko sa balikat nya at mahinang pinapalo ang dibdib nya.