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27

Marshall's P.O.V

I walk out of Jenny's office and I walk straight into the studio without saying anything, without even looking at Nickle I common room. I'm so angry that I could trash this whole place! I don't understand why she's pretending like there isn't anything between us! I'm fucking aware that non of us are ready for a relationship but she could at least be honest with me. I'm so fucking over it, I'm so fucking done with her ass! Every feeling I had about is completely gone because I don't feel for two faced bitches!

"What the fuck is going on man?" Nickle comes walking into the studio.

"Nothing." I just say as I grab my notepad.

"Yo, talk to me man." He says and closes the door.

"I'm fucking done with bitches!" I burst out and kick to one of the chairs so it flies across the room.

"What happened?" Nickle asks.

"She told me, me! That I maybe had a hard time separating things!" I tell him. "The one who was all over me, tells me that I have a hard time separating things!"

"That's ironic." Nickle says.

"I don't fucking get her Nickle! She told me that I made her feels things, she obviously wanted me that night and now she's pretending that nothing is going on!"

"She's afraid, don't you think?" He asks.

"I'm fucking afraid too man! I haven't felt anything for a girl since Robyn!"

"I know, I know."

"But I'm done now. Whatever I felt is gone now." I say.

"You can't just say that dawg." He shrugs.

"It's no fucking big deal." I say. "I just got blinded by her, that's all. I should've sticked to my first impression about her."

"Nah, you know she's a good girl man." Nickle says. A good girl doesn't hide the truth, a good girl just admits the shit. "I'm sure she has her reasons." I know she has but she should just tell me straight up how she feels. I know she ain't ready for anything but how dares she denying the feelings she claimed for me?

"She's a fucking bitch, that's what she is." I say and walk towards the door.

"Where are you going man?" Nickle sighs behind me.

"I need to get away right now." I say and open the door to see Jenny standing there. I give her angry look before I walk passed her.

"Marshall." She says behind me which makes me turn around to look at her. This is her last chance she's gonna get. She better apologize and admit what's going on. "I don't want it to be like this."

"I'm just keeping things professional like you asked me to." I say.

"You're angry with me.."

"No shit Sherlock." I cut her off.

"I'm sorry if I made you believe anything or send you the wrong signals." She gives me some bullshit once again.

"You should be sorry that you're fucking lying to me." I hiss.

"I'm not lying." She frowns.

"Have you forgotten that I was the sober one Jenny? I know what you said and did and you know it too, you just don't wanna admit it."

"I haven't denied what I did or said but you're misunderstanding it. I was just drunk and that's really it."

"So you're throwing yourself at every guy when you're drunk?" I ask her.