Side by side

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I wake up and I feel so good remembering that I'm in Marshall's arms, but... shit! I take Marshall's arm and look at the clock; it's 6:47 am! I can't believe I fell asleep here again! My phone is in my suite and I know for sure that my mom is already up, so she must be worrying like crazy! I'm just about to get up when Marshall pulls me closer into him.

"You don't get to run off like that beautiful." He says in a tired dry voice in my ear, still so sexy though. My whole body tickles from him calling me beautiful.

"My mom is up and she must be worried." I tell him.

"I feel like such a teenager when you say that." He chuckles deep in my hear and I can't help but laugh as well. His voice is so sexy when he's tired.

"Me too." I giggle.

"Did you sleep well?" He asks.

"Mmh." I say pressing myself more against him and I feel his hardness. I freeze completely in embarrassment and I don't know why I get so embarrassed.

"Don't do that." He groans from me pressing myself against him.

"Sorry." I say. I could lay in his arms forever and it scares me that he can make me feel like that.

"Don't apologize." He says and leaves light kisses on my neck. Just the lightest touch from him makes me so turned on, it's crazy. I wanna touch him and I wanna feel him and I wish so much that I was ready to all that.

"Marshall.." it comes more out as a moan.

"Yeah?"

"I really have to get back to my own suite." I whisper.

"Just 5 more minutes." He begs and I just nod. I turn around because I just really need to snuggle into his chest. Marshall holds me close as I just bury my head into his naked chest. "You're so fucking bad for me, Jen."

"Why?" I ask and look up at him.

"I'm trying to be a hardcore cold hearted rapper and you're fucking it all up." He jokes.

"Yes, that's not going too well for you." I say followed with a laugh.

"I think you're getting way too comfortable around me missy." He says.

"It's good, isn't it?"

"Not when you're being a smart ass." He says. "You could get in trouble for that."

"Really?" I giggle. "Are you gonna bring me over your knee and spank me?"

"Don't give me any ideas." He smirks and just bury my head into his chest again laughing. There's a couple of minutes where we don't say anything, where I just enjoy feeling the warmth from his body and smell the cologne on his body. "I know that I have to give you some time and I have to take it slow with you, I'm prepared for that but just promise me that you won't fuck me up." He breaks the silence. I look up at him again but he doesn't look down. He's so vulnerable right now.

"Fuck you up?" I ask as I'm not sure what he means. If he means that I won't back out then I can't promise him anything, you never can. I can realize just as he can't that it's not what you wanted anyways. It's not that I think that's gonna happen because I really like Marshall and he's the first man I've thought about in that way since Kyle's death. Marshall now meets my eyes.

"You know.. play me." He says.

"I like you Marshall." I frown. Hasn't it occurred to him?

"But you could get bored with me eventually." He says.

"So could you." I say. "You're actually much more exciting than me, if that hasn't occurred to you?"

"What's so exciting about me?" He frowns.