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Marshall's P.O.V

The past month has been weird cus Jenny hasn't been around. We haven't been staying in contact cus I already know she refuses to have any kind of conversation with me. I miss her, fuck I miss her! I regret more than anything what I did and I know I don't deserve her but I would do anything to get her back. I haven't slept with anyone since that day with Tammy cus I simply can't. I'm not gonna waste my time on random bitches when all I want is Jenny.

Today we're flying to LA and I'm nervous to see her, I'm nervous to sit on the same private jet with her to LA when we can't speak together. I know she's gonna be very cold towards me and I can't really blame her, but it's gonna be damn difficult.

My driver picks me up and we're gonna pick Jenny up next and on one hand I'm looking forward to see her but on the other hand then I'm not looking forward to it at all. I know that I just wanna kiss her and hug her and she'll never allow me that.

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Jenny gets into the car after my driver helped her put her suitcases into the trunk. I wanted to help her but I don't wanna risk some fan running up on me.

She gets into the car and she doesn't even look at me, she just pretends that I ain't even here. She looks good in her tight jeans, her tight tank top and a leather jacket, the outfit just shows off her curves so perfectly. She has a little makeup on and her long hair is loose just like I like it.

"Yo." I say but she doesn't say anything. I hate this.

On the way to the airport me and Jenny don't exchange one word with each other. She just looks out of the window not even wanting to look in my direction. It kills me.

We get to the airport where we check in our suitcases before we get on the plane. It's gonna be hell of an awkward flight to LA.

The pilot begins to introduce himself and give us information before we finally go in the air.

I wanna say something to Jenny but I don't know what. I don't know how to start a conversation with her cus she probably won't even answer me.

"How do you feel about the meeting this time?" I ask her.

"Fine." She says coldly as she looks in some magazine.

"Good." I say. "I know you're gonna do fine." But she doesn't even reply. What should I say now? I don't want it to be like this man. I want us to be able to talk together. "How have you been?" I then ask and she gives me an irritated look taking her eyes away from the magazine.

"How the hell do you think I've been?" She frowns.

"Alright.. stupid question." I admit and there's a moment of silence again. "How's Tyler?"

"I would really prefer if we could just sit here in silence." She sighs annoyed about my question.

"And I would really prefer that we could talk." I push her even though I already know that she's gonna get pissed.

"What is it you wanna talk about Marshall?" She asks angrily. "What's done is done and there's nothing left to talk about." We have a lot to talk about cus technically we weren't together, she made it pretty clear to me that we were done so I didn't fucking cheat on her. It ain't my fault she got cold feet, it ain't my fault that she says stupid shit in anger. There's consequences that you have to pay when you do that, god knows I've learned that.

"There's a lot to talk about." I say. "I know it wasn't cool Jenny and I know I hurt you, but you made it pretty clear to me earlier that day that we were completely done. Technically I did nothing wrong. You spoke out in anger and made me believe that I didn't have a change with you ever again which fucking hurt. How the fuck was I suppose to know that you'd get cold feet?"