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12

The party.

Marshall's P.O.V

I watch her from my seat where she's dancing on the floor with Emily. Since earlier this week where she almost quit, I look at her in another way. I know it's about the fact that she obviously doesn't wanna sleep with me, it makes her a challenge and it makes it interesting. Don't believe that I have any kinds of fucking feelings for her because I don't, she still annoys the fuck outta me but I'm just a sucker for challenges. It's never even gonna happen though, don't because I can't get her because I know I can, but simply because she works for me.
Since the day I obviously crossed her line then things has been pretty awkward between us, normally things is just tensed between us but now it's awkward and that's way worse. She avoids me and she doesn't even provoke me anymore man, it's fucking weird! I know I didn't like that she was a smart mouth but rather that than it being awkward. Sometimes I just don't think about what comes out of my mouth, it's just the way I am and it's true what I told her; it's normally how I deal with a bitch with an attitude.
Jenny is hot, Jenny is especially hot today standing there now on the dance floor in her tight short cowboy shorts, her long bare legs, high heels, a black top and her long dark hair is loose. Even though I despise her then I gotta admit that she's really fucking hot and she turns me the fuck on standing there shaking her ass on the dance floor. It's weird looking at her in this way suddenly.. Why the fuck did she have to "reject" me like that? She should know what that does to a guy who can make a bitch drop her fucking clothes by looking at her. It's so typical my fucking dick, even though I hate the bitch then my dick is always gonna take control. It was like my relationship with Kim, even though she pissed me the fuck off or even though she cheated on me then I still had this huge urge to fuck her, specially when she was angry.. There's nothing sexier than a pissed off female. That's also why I had a problem controlling my dick even though I was in a relationship, mini shady is bad company, I tell you man. That's why I learned that it's better to be single, no commitments, no rules.

"Damn you're really taking a good look at her, huh dawg?" Nickle apparently notice how I look at her. Shouldn't he be too drunk to even notice right now? I swear.. Nickle notices every fucking thing. Can he blame me? She never wears clothes like that at work, I've never seen her ass in short shorts so it's hard not to stare, every guy would.

"You're just gay for not looking at that ass." I say.

"I'm looking dawg." He chuckles. "Just not like some creep."

"Fuck you." I say smiling as I look at him now.

"So you're over hating her?" Nickle asks.

"Far from." I say. "She still pisses me off."

"You're a weird motherfucker." Nickle chuckles. "You have the urge to fuck the bitches that piss you off the most."

"Yeah, mini shady has his own persona, you know."

"Yeah." Nickle chuckles.

"But it's not gonna happen man.."

"No cus I'll tell you; this girl will never fuck you." Nickle laughs.

"That's the other thing man.. She's a challenge." I admit.

"A challenge like her makes a man crazy." Nickle agrees.

"Exactly." I say. "But I can't even give it a shot because she works for me."

"Big dilemma, huh?" Nickle laughs but there's really no dilemma because I can't fucking sleep with her, but just looking at her body moving on the dance floor makes me hard. People find it hard to believe how I can feel this way about a girl that I despise, I guess I am a weird motherfucker like Nickle says.