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68

Marshall's P.O.V

I try to pay attention to the meeting and what they're talking about, but I can't. The only thing I'm thinking about is all this shit with Jenny and I become more and more angry with the situation. She seems to be doing fine? She interacts in the meeting just fine and it doesn't seem like this shit concerns her. Doesn't she care about what we had? Her feelings wasn't real man, she just used me cus she was bored or something. She kissed me back though and then she pushed me away. Why the fuck can't she just forget this whole damn thing and then we can move on? Her stubbornness pisses me off! This is a fucking misunderstanding and she can't realize that. She can't be angry cus I fucked Tammy when she fucking broke up. Don't get me wrong, I understand why she's upset but she's acting like I've been cheating on her.

"Marshall." Paul interrupts my thought.

"Hm?" I mumble looking at him. I haven't heard a thing that they've been talking about.

"You want that?" He asks.

"What?" I ask.

"The collab?" Paul asks. What the fuck is he talking about?!

"With who?" I ask.

"With 50." He sighs and I can tell that he gets fucking irritated. Why is he even asking? He knows I'm down with 50 anytime.

"Sure." I just say.

"Do you wanna do this another day Marshall?" Jimmy asks me. He flew to LA for this meeting, of course we ain't gonna do it another day!

"No." I frown. "I'm fine." I look over at Jenny who doesn't even look up. Fuck her man, she knows this is her fault. She's fucking affecting my work.

"Okay good." Jimmy says.

For the rest of the meeting I try the hardest to focus and all but I just need to get in the studio or something. I don't wanna be bothered with this shit. Me and Dre just need to get in the studio and make art out of these feelings.

When the meeting is over then I just head out of the conference room immediately not saying shit to anyone.

"Marshall." I hear Paul catch up on me but I don't stop. "What the fuck is going on?" He asks when he's caught up on me.

"That bitch is fucking with my head." I hiss. "She knows she does."

"Yo chill.."

"No!" I burst out as I stop up. "Jenny told me to fucking separate things if this shit didn't work out and looks who can't separate shit. Fucking backstabbing bitch!"

"Thank you Marshall." I hear Jenny's voice and I follow her voice to see her stand a little further behind me and the whole crew is looking at me. Everyone heard me.

"You're fucking welcome." I say and leave the building. I don't care that people heard me and I don't care about her feelings right now. She doesn't deserve that I care about her, she's the fucking bitch in this!

"Hey Marshall." Paul still follows me. "What do you need?"

"I just need to go to Dre's." I say.

***

I arrive to Dre and luckily there's no one else but him here. I don't wanna be bothered with a lot of people right now and I just need to sit down and write some shit to a dope beat.

"Yo, what's up?" Dre asks as he shakes my hand.

"I'm fucking tired of bitches." I sigh as I sit down. "Jenny got a new job behind my back."