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Marshall's P.O.V

She just left me with no words that little tease! She enjoys this way too much man but I'm just her little fucking puppy, normally I would hate that but with her I don't mind. The way she pushed me against the wall made me wild man, it made me wanna fuck her right on the spot. No bitch has ever been allowed to play me around like this, but with her I let her do it with no problem. This woman is gonna be the death of me man..

I try to go back to sleep but I can't, I keep thinking about her. This is what I hate about being into someone and still I haven't been into someone like this in a very long time. I was into Robyn yeah and I really liked her but it's nothing like this. I can tell that Jenny is real, I can tell that she's loyal. I was blinded by Robyn's beauty and sexiness, her way to seduce men was fascinating but I guess I always had my doubts deep down, but I gotta admit she hurt me even though I had my doubts. I guess I hoped I was the one who could make her settle down.
I have a lot of trust issues and I still have my walls up because I refuse to get my heart broken. You never know what women are up to and even though I think Jenny is real then you never know.

I end up getting no fucking sleep because of what happened. She's a fucking tease and I just wanna smack her sexy ass.
I get up and I pack my things. We all have a meeting before we take off to Paris, so I walk down to the rented common room where the meeting is gonna happen.

"What's up Marshall?" Paul immediately asks when I walk into the room. I look around and my eyes falls on a person I hoped to see here already; Jenny.

"Nothing much." I say. "Can you excuse me for a moment?" And before I hear his answer, I sneak up behind Jenny who stands there looking through some papers. "You fucking tease." I whisper in her hear. She jumps a little in shock and then she turns around and looks at me with a cheesy smile.

"Well, good morning to you too." She giggles.

"I hoped you could sleep after you got back to your room." I say in blaming way and I make sure to keep my voice down so nobody will hear us.

"I slept like a dream." She says proudly.

"Have you no conscience?" I ask her.

"No. I'm a cold heated woman, remember?" She throws my own words in my face.

"Apparently." I chuckle.

"I take it as you didn't sleep well." She says.

"I didn't sleep at all." I inform her.

"You didn't?" She asks and she bites her lip not to smile but it's so obvious.

"Nope." I say and give her an evil glare. She enjoys this way too much.

"Yo Marshall." Paul says from the other end of the room which pretty much ends me and Jenny's conversation.

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We sit on the plain and Denaun sits down in front of me. Paul and Marc sits down some seats on the other side. We're the only ones on the private yet as the other people on this tour just flies with regular flights. Next stop is Paris and we are gonna stay there for 3 days as I agreed to do an interview on some tv show as well.

"So you and Jenny.. how's it going? Any process?" Denaun asks me as both Paul and Marc sit with headphones watching a movie. He knows that Jenny hung out in my suite yesterday so he probably wants to know more.

"We fell asleep on the couch and I had her in my arms." I tell him.

"Dawg, she stayed the night?" He asks surprised.

"She woke up around 4 and then she wanted to leave but you know.. I just wanted her to stay for a bit more time and we ended up kissing.. like you know.. a pretty heated kiss and then she fucking just left me there."

"She's giving you blue balls dawg." He laughs. "Why don't you just fuck her? You never have a problem getting bitches into the bed." Denaun doesn't know about all Jenny's issues from her past, but still it ain't gonna be hard to give him a reason.

"Because I didn't respect those bitches."

"Man.. you're falling hard for her dawg." Denaun says.

"She's different." I just say.

"I know man." He agrees. "She ain't like Rih."

"Hopefully not." I roll my eyes.

"She ain't dawg and you already know." He says.

"Yeah." I agree. I know she ain't like any girl I've ever dated and that's why I like her so much. Maybe I've become more mature and I now see the true values in women. Back in the days it was about looks and about reaching the untraceable, about getting the women I could never get to be with me before I got famous. Kim was another thing though, Kim was my high school sweetheart and she's a good girl man but we're so bad for each other. She's the perfect mother to my kids and she's one of my best friends, but we can't be in a relationship together.
Jenny is just different and I can't explain it. I for the first time in many years want to settle down. Hey, I even dropped groupies for her and we ain't even dating.

"So are you dating or something now?" Denaun asks.

"I have no idea." I sigh.

"You know.. she ain't gonna stick if you fuck other bitches, right?" He asks but answers his own question. "She knows her values and what she has to offer a man."

"I know." I say completely aware. "She was at the party in Ireland." I now tell him for the first time.

"She was?" He frowns. "I didn't see her there."

"She left quickly after she arrived." I tell him.

"Has it something to do with the bitch you fucked?"

"Jenny saw me leaving with her and when I became aware; I felt so fucking stupid, I felt like a fucking dick." I explain.

"Damn."

"I swore to her that I wouldn't fuck any other bitches during this tour." My words make Denaun widens his eyes in surprise.

"Dawg." He laughs. "That's a big fucking promise."

"I know, but I don't wanna hurt her." I say. To see the hurt and disappointment on her face that day made me realize that a bitch wasn't worth it. Why would I have some whore when I can have Jenny anyways?

Sorry about the short chapter guys.. I hope you liked it anyways <3