Side by side

63

2 months later

Marshall's P.O.V

Things are pretty good between me and Jenny. We are having a good time but I still haven't introduced her to the girls yet. It has nothing to do with her but since me and Jenny haven't put a tittle on it yet or said that we love each then I'm gonna wait. Of course Jenny has talked to them when they come by the studio but I'm not gonna introduce her as my girlfriend, specially not when she ain't even my girlfriend yet.

Me and Nickle sit right now and talk about a lot of stuff and suddenly the subject leads in on Tammy, don't ask me how we fucking got here.

"Yeah she was fucking wild." I confirm. Tammy was wild and she allowed me to do everything that I wanted to her, that girl didn't have any limits man.

"Yeah she was tight man." Nickle says. "Never a wifey martial though but she was the one who came around for the longest man." Tammy and I have been fucking for probably a years on and off, but she was fucking down for anything at anytime. And hey, Imma kinky motherfucker that likes to experience with new things and Tammy never said no.

"Yeah she was always down man." I chuckle.

"How is it with Jenny?" Nickle asks. "Is she down?"

"Nah.. I don't know man." I shrug. "She ain't like Tammy man. Jenny is... you know.. she ain't raw like Tammy and she's very emotional. I don't give in fully, if you know what I mean?" I like that Jenny is like that, I like that it's very intense and emotional and it ain't just sex. Sure I like it hard and shit like that but if it ain't like Jenny then it's fine.

"Yeah." Nickle says. "Do you miss Tammy?" Do I? I don't miss Tammy like that way but I miss the sex and how she was always down, but what I have with Jenny is much better.

"I don't know man." I sigh. "I guess I miss the sex."

Jenny's P.O.V

I stand here completely shocked about what Marshall just said. I'm so angry and hurt that I apparently don't satisfy him sexually and that he misses Tammy. Why wouldn't he just say to me if there's something that doesn't satisfy him? Why don't he just tell me if he wants to do it hard? I would let him.

I don't know if should just leave or give him the papers I have done. I should make an appearance so he knows that I just heard what he said, right?

I walk in and Nickle looks at me in that way that tells me that he knows that it's not good that I just heard that. I just lay the papers down on the table and I don't even look at Marshall.

"Hey Jenny." Marshall says and I can hear how insecure he is. I don't say anything and I just walk out of the office. "Jenny." Marshall says but I still ignore him. I hear how he catches up on me on the hallway. "Jenny, will you stop?"

"Just stay away from me Marshall." I say and walk into my office but Marshall of course doesn't stay out. He closes the door behind him and I just want him out. I'm so hurt that I feel so empty inside. This is what I feared, I feared that he would miss his groupies but it's even worse now that I apparently don't satisfy him sexually.

"No talk to me." Marshall says.

"We have nothing to talk about." I say sitting down at my desk.

"We have." He says and pushes himself on top of the desk. "What upset you?" I look at him for the first time now.

"Are you serious?" I ask him. He shouldn't even ask me that. It just shows me that he has no clue what he said was wrong.