Shine Bright Like Diamond.

34:Somethangz That Can't Be 4gotten!

Zenny's POV(Zendaya in MM)

  "You've got to listen to your pops coz he knows what's best for you and...and...and...Aargh!'' I slapped my forehead.

  "Cut!" Miss Evie demanded loudly. Everyone sighed.
  "Am sorry Miss Evie, I'll run it again".
  "Mmm...ion think that's a good idea. How about everyone, we take five". She rolled her finger addressing us all to dismiss for a short break.

  "Shit" I muttered tuckin' a strand of hair behind my ear.

  "Tell me Zenny, watsup with you today? You missin' most o' your lines. We've been runnin' this page for 'bout an hour. That ain't like you gurl". She said handing over to me a glass of water.

  "Thanks". I muttered taking a sip before sighing in frustration.

  "Am sorry Miss Evie...I'm just pretty messed up today. Been stressed out lately". I replied not sure if that was the reason for my mistakes.

Miss Evie rubbed my shoulders smilin'.
  "I understand buh you've got to keep it together. We've got a show and we can't afford to loose one of our best actor." I eagerly nodded givin' out a stiff smile.
  "You ready to run this again?"
  "Yeah".
  "Good. Okay everybody, we take it from the top..." Just as we were ready to start all over again, the bell took off.

Great timing!

Miss Evie rubbed her forehead lookin' at me.
  "Am sorry" I mouthed to her buh she waved it off smilin'.
  "Listen up guys, we'll take it seriously from the peak and no mistakes?" She announced lookin' at me.

I guess the last part went for me. I better get ma shit together else imma ruin this play.
  "Okay guys, see you tomorrow." We all dismissed grabbin' our stuffs.

  "Hey, what went wrong? Couldn't ask coz Miss Evie had you caged". Tammy asked walkin' out the door with me.
  "Ion know. Been distracted since yesterday and I just can't seem to get my ass together". I lamented.

  "Well..." What we saw cut in Tammy's words.

We saw Rodney with the new gurl flirting. My heart sank.

  "C'mon Tammy". I dragged her in anger coz seein' him just makes my heart boil.

Because of anger, I didn't know I had ended us in the  washroom.
  "Hey" Tammy called out softly seeing how outraged I was.
  "Am sorry for draggin' you out..."
  "Its okay. I understand". She gave me gentle pat at my back as I faced the mirror.

  "Gosh Tammy, he is such a dickhead. He is such a son of bitch! I can't believe I let myself fall for such a manslut". I didn't realize my lashes were holdin' back my tears not until I looked into the mirror.

  "Its okay Zenny, come here". She pulled me into a hug coz that was all I needed to calm me down.

Its been almost a year since Rodney and I broke up and I've fought hard on forgettin' 'bout his asshole self.

I had never imagined he would have done such a thing to me. Rodney was this first nigga to prove all niggas wrong. I had this strong heart to love and I had proven it to bunch dudes nah until...

Rodney came.

He touched that spot where no one could. Made me soft and easy. He became both my weakness and strength. He was all I had ever wanted in my right nigga. He fully gained my trust when he supported me through Cyrus's death makin' him my shoulder to lean.

I gave my whole to our relationship...nah until he just playin' me to prove I was like every other gurl.

  "...am sorry Zenny, buh you ain't different from hoes in this campus. You ain't some badass hard core gurl...you just like them bitches and I just proved it"...