Shine Bright Like Diamond.

35:Somethangz That Can't Be 4gotten II

Rodney POV(Rodney in MM)

•~•~•~• flashback...

  "...please Rodney, promise you'd never leave me...I can't bear to loose you. You the reason for ma strength to go through all this".
  "I promise nah to leave your side Zen, coz I love you so much".

  "I love you too Rod". With that, we kissed as her tears strode down her cheeks.

•~•~•~•~•

And up until this moment, that image haunts my thoughts.

Zendaya or Zenny...buh I loved to call her Zen and she blushes every time.
She was strong and weak all the same. Hard and soft all the same which made her unique.

Now, I just messed her up...I fuckin' messed her up coz of ma ego. It so much hurts that at the time she loved me, I never loved her buh now that am head over heels deep...she's forgotten all 'bout me.

I could see anger in her eyes whenever she sees me and I bet if looks do kill, I'd be dead by now.

She hates me and she's got every right to.

  "Shit man! You fucked up!" I hit the steering wheel angrily.
  "Yo nigga, what's got you all worked up?" I heard Vince ask from behind. I didn't notice when all them boys had crowded all around me in the car.

I got out of the car and stood by them leanin' on the car. I sighed rubbin' my eyes.
  "Its Zenny"
  "Wait, what?" Zion almost yelled out.

  "Yo man, if you gon' talk 'bout her, then I better beat it". I could see how Rayden shivered as he spoke.
  "Yeah Rod, damn did you see the look in her eyes today? I felt I was gon' pee. Whew! Thank God we left". Jayden stepped in.

  "Chill out boys, Zenny isn't some kinda monster. Y'all turned her into that". Leslie said and I fear he was right.
  "For all I know, the only thing she did wrong was to fall for your damn ass buh wah da hell did you do...".

He suddenly got upset.

  "Yeah Rod, Leslie's right. We deserve it if she's mad as hell. She got hurt pretty bad and that ain't right.'' Zion agreed.

I racked my hand through my hair totally confused on what to do.

  "What am I gon' do now?" I cried out.
  "She wouldn't even look at me. She hates the very sight of me".
  "You've got pros then coz if Zenny is angered, its gon' take much to tame her". Rayden said makin' matters worse.

  "Well, that comfortin'" I glared at him gettin' annoyed.
  "Okay guys, best we chillax. For now, I think you should man up and head to her house. You should face the pro coz its your fault." Leslie adviced.

  "Ugh Leslie..." I groaned in agony.
  "He's right man. You gotta do what you gotta do". Wade encouraged.

I gave it a thought and though its nah gon' be easy, am willin' to get her back no matter the cost.