I Wish You Knew [Haylor]

Chapter 14

"It was something new.."

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The first thing I want to know is why did he do that? Who am I? I'm just Taylor, Taylor Swift. His best friend. What did he wants me to do? I'm confused is all I could say. . .

"Harry?" I call for his name. The first thing that came to me is to call his name. No answer, nothing. "Harry..." I said softly. It has been a week since the kiss and really that kiss is something new.

That kiss was my first kiss.. I never get the chance to say I wanted a kiss from a boy. Even from my ex boyfriend. My first kiss is from my best friend. My best friend, my one and only.

"Harry stop hiding..." I said a bit more high. What if he left again without a goodbye?

I sat on the couch feeling frustrated, my mind is depressed. Where is he at this point of time?

"Taylor.." He called my name from the door knocking continuously. His voice was deep and really soft. I could hear his breathe going crazy. I opened up the door and saw him carrying Talia in his arms. She's so peaceful, so graceful. Her eyes shut like an angel and her complete body in his arms.

He walks slowly to the couch making Talia fall on his body. I can sense that he's tired and tense up. I closed my eyes at the door and opened it up again. It's not something I like to talk about.

"I'm gonna go to my room." I said to Harry. He pulls my hand and pull me by my waist making me sit on the couch. I sat refusing to look at him. "It's a mistake." I said to him running my finger trough my hair. He nods in agreement as I stand up and ran to my room. This kissing thing have been in my mind. I want to scream and cry in front of him, is he playing some kind of game?

I lay down on my bed and closed my eyes. My heart is pounding faster while my body feels like an ice.

Don't cry Taylor, don't cry. Don't cry.

I keep on saying that in my mind repeatedly. Until I shed a tear. I sobbed softly and quietly. My door knob is turning and I saw him. His long hair running trough my door.

"Taylor..." His voice softly said. I looked at him and wiped my tears. He sat next to me looking directly at my eyes. "Y--Yeeah?" I said sobbingly. I feel his arm going around my waist, hugging me. "What kind of game are you playing on me?" I asked him bravely. That word slipped from my mind.

"I'm not playing any game Taylor." I pull away from his hug. He looked at me and looked down again. "It's been hard, me and Talia." He said.

"Do you know that thing called arrangement? That is me and Talia. Just an arrangement." That word arrangement is the one thing he hates. I looked up at him behind my hair. "I guess I'm drunk that night and makes myself looked like a fool. And the worst thing is that I'm your best friend."

"You're not drunk.." I said stupidly. I know he meant, that he's not himself that night and called himself drunk when he's not. "It's just I'm not feeling like I'm myself lately." He said looking at me again. "Can I ask you something?" I asked him and he nods with a sweet smile.

"What about Talia?" I asked. He looks at me and shakes his head. "She's just my friend, she agrees that we're just friend not more." He said smiling at me. I feel relieved. I feel guilty that I kiss someone else boyfriend."

"Why did you tell me that she's your girlfriend like you guys are dating privately and personally?" I asked him again. "I just want you to believe me that day since Talia is your friend." He said shrugging his shoulder.

"Oh." I said not knowing what to say. I only looked at him and stare at the wall again. "Why are we becoming so dark and deep Taylor? I don't want this." He said playing with his nails. "I don't know. Maybe because we're older now." I said with my soft voice. I know he's hurt, it's enough. "Harry look at me." I looked at him making a really brave move. He looks at me in the eyes.

"Your kiss, that was my first kiss Harry." I sad letting a breath. His eye shot widen. He grins or maybe that's just my feelings. "I'm-I'm sorry." He said deeply. "I'm not a good kisser am I?" I joked around trying to break the ice. He laughed not able to answer my question.

"Really for the first time it's good." He says really stupidly. I only grin at his answer and sighed. I hug him suddenly, feeling the heat and tense in his body.

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Author's Note :

The next chapter is gonna be really hot. That doesn't seem nice. Love you all 😂💕