I Wish You Knew [Haylor]

Chapter 21

I woke up feeling the night air that I breath. Strangely, Harry's not here with me.

We just moved to an apartment, not far away from my mom's house. It's a little bit secure and private as Harry don't really like to get caught. The apartment feels more like a house, it's massive. It's not that apartment that I lived in years ago this is different.

Dating the Harry Styles really change me. My style, my makeup, even my attitude changes. I want to be my old self again but I guess it's true, fame can change us dramatically.

"Babe..." His voice whispered from behind. I looked at him and tilt my head. I know something's wrong when he called me by babe. "There's this place..." He pulled out a map and roll it flat on the table. He already pin a spot on the map. "Called New York and you probably already know it." He runs his fingers trough his hair. His curly hair fall flat in front of his face, bouncing wildly.

"And we live in London now..." He let out a breath and looked at me. He hugged me and looked down right trough my eyes. His piercing green eyes locked with mine for what feels like eternity. "I know New York Harry, the place you moved to a couple of years ago." I rolled my eyes at him and puts my hands around his waist. "I have to visit there tomorrow for a meeting." My eyes widen up and I nod. I'm not sure why I nodded, it's just some kind of answer.

"Tomorrow?" I asked him. He nods and puts his forehead with mine. I could feel his breath, his warm breath slowly brushed my face. "It's just for a meeting right? Just for at least two days?" I asked him again. His face suddenly changes, his eyes look down. I trace for his eyes and rubs his back. "I'm gonna be leaving for a month Tay." The sentence makes my body shivers. The thought of him leaving again for a whole month scare me. What if he leaves again?

"Oh..." A simple word I blurted out. My mind went crazily after that one sentence, a simple sentence. "I will text you everyday. It's New York City Tay. I could get free wifi everywhere and everyday." His childishness and cuteness always makes me laugh. He always makes things better. "Just remember that you're mine and I'm yours. No one can touch me or do anything to me unless it's you." He kissed my nose and smiled. I can feel him smirking while he's kissing my nose.

"Please don't forget me..." I whispered to his ears. I rested my head against his chest and hugged him tightly. "I'm not gonna Tay. Why would I?" He kissed the top of my head and sat me on top of the counter top in the kitchen. "I know I did this once before and we lost contacts but no, I'm not gonna do it all over again." He pull my face closer, softly. His words got so soft and quite, it's calming.

He pressed his lips with mine while his hands is pressing my neck. His hands is all over me which makes me feel like I'm drowning in his love. I love this kind of feeling and that I don't have any experience of doing this stuff. "I love you..." He surprisingly said. Now I'm officially drowning, hearing him said it for the first time in forever. He said it before but it's different. His husky and raspy voice creeped behind my ears, it echoed continuously.

"What do you mean?" I pretended like I'm being innocent when I'm clearly not. I know what he meant by that I love you. It's just me being me. "I love you Taylor. I love you." He repeatedly said. He pulls away and looked at me. "You don't have to say it back." He rubs my cheeks and smiled at me. His beautiful little fond and smile always makes me smile with him.

"I'm gonna pack your clothes don't worry about it. Just sleep you're tired." I fixed his hair and jump from the cabinet. He catches me like a little baby and kissed my cheek one more time.

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Author's Note :

It's a jump from the last chapter. I hope you guys aren't confused by this whole situation. Love you guys as always 😘

I might take a little break from writing. My exam is starting in a week and it's the last exam for this semester. I hope you guys are okay with that. But I will come back after my exam is done and I will start writing again like I always do. 💕