I Wish You Knew [Haylor]

Chapter 25

Harry POV

"Fuck this..." I shouted across the room. Everyone is looking at me, shocked of what they just heard. I swore in front of a big room with important people in it. "Mister Styles, can you maybe lower down your voice a little bit? Thank you sir." Someone approached me and I nod. I feel really stupid and dumb, I'm such a failure.

I'm at a party, a party that I didn't want to attend. At least that's what I though until Taylor made me go. I don't know if I regret this or actually enjoying this while I'm swearing. I walked around the room and saw such amazing and inspirational people. There's some people that I have met before but there's some that's new to me.

"Harry Styles?" A soft-sounded voice comes from behind. She sounds really weird yet she's familiar. "Ey-- Kendall Jenner right?" I said awkwardly. I don't like standing really close to a girl, especially when it's at a party. "I am Kendall, juts call me Kenny if you like. Do you need me to get you some drinks?" She asked me. I shake my head and back up a little. "No-- no. I'm backing away from drinks tonight." I smiled at her and look down at the floor, avoiding eye contact.

"You deserve to have fun, Harry. Don't let your girlfriend control you." She sophisticatedly said. Her dress is impressively long and major. It's like she's wearing a double dress when she's just wearing one dress. "I'm sorry, but my girlfriend never, ever controls me. She's a very kind soul." I feel somehow offended by her statement. Taylor never controls me. Maybe I'm the one who's controlling her. "Harry... don't hide. I know you're doing something you don't want to reveal... from her." She whispering just said. I slowly get to the edge with her following me, the corner is not a place to stay in. I cleared my forth and become more sweaty. "There's nothing I liked to reveal to the media nor my girlfriend. I've done enough of this miss Jenner. Your stupidity and foolishness is not going to fool me." I said sternly. She's holding a glass of wine, she hands it to me and I grabbed it. Not like I want to drink it.

"Drink it Styles. Don't pretend like you don't know me when you really do." Her voice comes back to me again. That one night when I get laid with her. "Fuck this shit. Miss Jenner I have a girlfriend called Taylor, I'm not going to do the same mistake I did years ago." I put down the glass of wine on the floor. She rolled her eyes and crossed her arm. "Styles, I never thought you would change for a girl." She pulls out a cigarette and lit it up. I fake a cough to show her that I'm done with that stuff, I'm not the old Harry. "Miss Jenner, your stupid act is not going to affect me." She steps closer to me. I feel uncomfortable, I do. "What happened to drug dealer Harry? What happened to him? What happened to you sleeping around with other girls, partying, drinking, smoking." Her words makes my body shivers. I don't like talking about that stuff and I keep it a secret to myself and of course the media, and lastly the person I don't want this to reveal to is Taylor. "I'm not him anymore. Step aside miss Jenner, do I really have to call my guards for you?" I shove her hands away. Never in my entire life I do girls like that but this gets worst and worst.

"Thank you for your company miss Jenner. This party gets so fucked up because of this." I walked away from her. I feel her hand taping me but I get away. I should've done this earlier. If Taylor knows about this she will break up with me, I'm not that good guy she probably thinks I am.

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Author's Note :

Harry's POV is now added! I don't know if I'm gonna continue on adding Harry's POV or just keep Taylor's POV for now. But I see what I'll do in the future chapters!

And.. can't believe that Tay is turning 27 tomorrow! I have to make a special birthday chapter then.. oops just spoiled the surprise. Love you guys. ❤️