I Wish You Knew [Haylor]

Chapter 50

"Hey guys!" I'm working in a kindergarten now, and can I just say, it's the best time ever!

I might sound like a kid, a five year old kid but gosh, looking at these kids makes me want one! Well of course someday when I'm already happily living my life with somebody I truly love.

It's really fun to play with them, and the diversity of the clothes they're wearing wen we told them to wear a clothing from their country. It's really cute.

It's weird how I'm looking at a miniature of someone, and it's strange how I'm actually interacting with them when sometimes I'm only looking at them but now,

I'm handling more than 20 of them.

It's hard to teach them but it's fun to learn them everyday, what they dislike and what they like. It was a really, really new experience for me.

"Hey," His raspy voice just echoed trough the room and I turned around to see him holding a lunchbox in his hand.

"Hi!" I respond back and gave him a smile while I'm carrying two kids in my arms.

He laughs and he walks closer to me as he reaches out his hands. He picked up one of the kid and he smiled at me, he's special really.

"This one is a handful huh? You're a handful princess," He joked to the girl in his arms and she laughs at him. He always knew how to make them laugh, they loved seeing him everyday.

"What's your name? I haven't seen you around before." He sat down on the floor with her on his lap and she looked up at him.

"Belle..." Her voice said and he gave her a smirk. I know what he's thinking, he's gonna make her feel like a princess somehow.

"Oh, I'm talking to princess Belle. Where's your beast?" Belle obviously didn't get it, she just looked at him and laugh at his unfunny joke, well for her it was funny but maybe when she's older and remember this kind of stuff, she'll think that he's not funny what so ever.

"Harry, that's not a very good joke to say." I shake my head and it was my time to leave. Sometimes I'll stay a little longer but I have something to do, at home.

He shrugs his shoulders and he moved belle from his lap to the floor, gently. He pat her head and then rubbed it. He stand up, I forgot how tall he is.

"Bye Belle, I'll see you soon." He waved at her and she waved back. The rest of the kids are playing by themselves, I can't even count them all when they're like this.

I'm only their temporary teacher, I'm not gonna be here for a long time. I'm just here to pursue my dream, to become a teacher for the kids and it works, and I'm happy.

"What's the rush? Sometimes you'll come back an hour later." Harry grabbed his key from his pocket and he looked at me full with worries, it was more of a concern worry then a bad worry.

"I need to do something with Jake, I haven't seen him for a week and he says that I'm going out with some other man." Harry face suddenly changes and his movement are intense now, I shouldn't have bring that name up.

"That man is me, correct?" He refused to look at me even thought I looked at him the entire time, he runs his fingers trough his hair and there goes his nervousness.

"Not only you, bu--" He cuts me off with the sound of the car and the loud sound of his sigh.

He lean backwards to his seat and he closed his eyes, furiously. I let myself calm down before I say something even more awful in front of him, of course I'll messed this up.

"What did he say to you? That makes you so eager to meet him?" He says the word eager out loud, I know he meant it in a sarcastic away. My feelings are actually the opposite, I gulped, nervously and I refused to answer it.

"What did he say to you?" He repeat his question and he fidgets his fingers. I shake my head and look at his, burning green eyes. Dammit, I hate seeing him so mad.

"I won't move this car, if you don't want to answer my question." His voice and tone is calm, he is trying to be calm. I know the anger is taking over him right now but he stay calm.

I stay silent, he didn't even move this car a single bit. We're still here, in front of the kindergarten. The kids are already leaving by now, Harry didn't look at me.

He looked over the window with his chin on top of his palm and his other hand is forming into a fist, he would shake his head for a couple of times but I don't want to interrupt him.

"We'll stay here then." He let out and I breathe out. I looked at him, he's really annoyed and tired.

Harry POV

It's been a while since I heard her saying "Jake" she refused to say that name in front of me but today, she said it. Maybe it was an accident but I don't really think so, I really doubt it.

"He-he said that he wants to see me today, in our house and that he wants me to live with him as he's my boyfriend." Dammit, boyfriend. I hate it when she said Jake is her boyfriend, he's not even her damn boyfriend.

He is.

"Sure, if you want." I let it you easily, that was really hard to say. I don't want her to live with that hell, she just never know what he could do to her.

"No, no, Harry, come on. I don't want to." Her voice sounds really taken aback but really she's just trying to make me, calm. I cannot, I can't.

"No need to be afraid, I'm just saying you can. I'm not your parents." I rolled my eyes and I actually drive the car now, takes me an hour to finally do this.

"I know you-- dislike him, and I understand that, really Harry. I know I made the wrong choice to-- to listen to my dad but I'm scared of him Harry." She's scared of her own father, that's a good thing to hear from Taylor.

The Taylor Swift who never say she's afraid of someone, yeah that's good to hear that she's afraid of her own father.

"If he wasn't here, I would leave Jake and just live my life again. But I guess that's not how life works." I nodded at her and I slipped my hand to hers. I intertwined our fingers and then she gesture her hand to hold my hand, and we did.

Our life is even more complicated now. And time just go faster and faster.

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Author's Note :

We're already at chapter 50? We've gotten so far! There's still a lot to come so, it's not the end yet.

Are you confused by this chapter? Yeah? Thought so. The next few chapters, maybe for about 2-3 chapters or I don't know for how many chapters, it will be their flashback, so stay tuned for that! It will all make sense, 😂😘

Oh and the kindergarten stuff? It doesn't have any relation with anything in this story, just thought it was cute for Taylor and Harry to have their moments with kids. So yeah, it doesn't have any link to anything. It's jut some cute moments and stuff.