I Wish You Knew [Haylor]

Chapter 42

"Where is she?"

Cara asked me. Her hand is around my shoulders now, it doesn't feel right. I know it's just a friend thing but it's weird.

"Who?"

I pretended that I don't know. I know who she's talking about, of course it was her. Who else would it be?

"Taylor."

I shouldn't have asked her that. Hearing her name just flipped my work upside down again. I shrug my shoulder and smiled. I don't want to be weak.

"She's--- n-not coming."

I'm actually believing in her that she'll come to me. To our house, to our old house. We could sing and dance together, is it that hard for it to be true?

"I thought you said she'll come an hour ago. What did she tells you?"

I shrug my shoulders again and I make some noises that she probably couldn't hear. This is what I do when I don't know what I'm gonna do anymore.

"She didn't tell me anything. She's just not coming."

I said it loud and clear. There's no reason for me to hold back what I want to say. It's pretty clear that she's not coming by now. It's already night, the fresh new year is already ending.

"I have to go inside. You can go in if you want."

I stand up and make an awkward commentary before I left. She nods and smiled at me. She didn't come inside, she's just sitting there with her hair messy.

From behind she looks like Taylor, that's how wild my mind is going right now. I always see her face in all of these expressionless, empty faces.

I stepped on the floor again. The boys is looking at me with the same look, they're all smiled at me and I gave them a weak smile.

"Where's Taylor?"

I asked Zayn while he's on his phone. He's tapping away when I asked him, he looked at me and he bites his lips.

"You don't know?"

He asked. I shook my head and pull out my phone. She doesn't reply, that's what I expected.

"She's going to America Harry. She's moving there with Andrea."

I hummed, I didn't clearly hear what he said. I'm too busy with my twitter, I guess I'm really stupid, why did I make an effort to tell her that I love her when I know she's not gonna reply?

"What did you just say?"

I asked him again and he sighed. He looked at me and he scowl.

"Taylor is moving to America with Andrea. She's already there."

I didn't respond back. I acted like I don't even give a single fuck about this situation anymore. I'm tired, I'm tired of this stupid game we're both playing at each other.

"I don't give a fuck about it. Let her do what she wants."

I said sternly.

"Taylor is calling. Do you want to give her a call?"

I looked at him. He's looking at his phone. I closed my eyes and I sighed. I nodded, Zayn hands me the phone as I answered it.