I Loved You First

Chapter 50. Goodbye doesn't mean forever

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Chapter 50. Goodbye doesn’t mean forever

Saying goodbye is not really the end, it just means, until we meet again.

-- anonymous

I looked at him before I started to speak. I summoned all my memories with him, gusto kong yun ang gamitin ko para magising siya.

I started with my first ever memory with him, 1st year high school.

“Alam mo ba dati ayaw kong lumalapit ka sa’kin? Panira ka kasi sa moment namin ni Christian nun, pero ngayon okay lang kahit sirain mo lahat ng moment sa buhay ko basta imulat mo lang yang mga mata mo.”

I looked at him intently, tears now started to roll down my face. Gusto ko ring ipaalala ang araw na naging best friend ko siya.

“Naalala mo ba nung araw na naging magkaibigan tayo? Ayaw mo kasi kumain ng fishball. Diba babalik tayo dun sa park? Ililibre mo pa ko ulit. Magsiswing pa ulit tayo dun.”

Tears still poured endlessly dahil sa mga sinasabi ko sa kanya at mga memories ko with him. Gusto ko ring ipaalala sa kanya ang babaeng naghihintay sa paggigising niya. That there’s still someone worth waking up for.

“Tapos ikaw ah, naglihim ka sa’kin, kaya pala ayaw mong magpatawag ng Alden sa’kin dahil kay Vira ah. Lumalovelife ka na. Gumising ka na, ikekwento mo pa sa’kin yung lovelife mo.”

You’re my savior. This time I want to be your savior. I know I could do it, maililigtas kita. Sana. :((

 

 

 

“Thank you Kristoff.” Bulong ko sa kanya.

“Okay lang yun, alam mo namang ayokong nasasaktan ka, mahalaga ka kaya sa’kin.”

 

“Toff-Toff, mahalaga ako sa’yo diba? Ayaw mong nakikitang nasasaktan ako. Pwes, gumising ka diyan. Nakakainis ka naman eh.”

Another memory flashed in my mind.

♪ Just so you know. This feelings takin' control of me and I can't help it. I won’t sit around I can't let him win now. Though you should know I've tried my best to let go of you but I don't want to. I just gotta say it all before you go. Just so you know. ♪