Nightmare

Chapter Twenty-Nine

Dezzy

"So how was it?" Kat asked me as I checked my cameras.

"How was what?" I attempted to ask innocently. My voiced sounded way too innocent. I knew what she wanted to know. I mean Zack and I made it blatantly obvious what had happened. Besides Kat knew we were fighting before we walked out and when we emerged we were all smiles and holding hands.

"Oh cut the shit" Kat laughed

"I have no idea what you're talking about" I smiled standing up "The pregnancy hormones are rattling your brain already."

"Bullshit" She laughed again nudging me "Your shirt is different and your hair is up. Do not get me started on the cat that ate the canary smile you have going on. Cheeks flushed, your composer is extremely relaxed and let's not mention about an hour ago you were fuming with Zack and as I walked away I heard you yelling at him not to touch you."

"We talked" I giggled blushing. Well we did--sort of.

"Yeah, is that how you got a hickey?" Kat asked me pushing at a spot on my neck

"Oh my god do I really?" I gasped "I knew it! I bruise so freaking easily and he kept biting me."

"Actually no" Kat laughed harder "So tell me how was it?"

"You suck" I laughed sticking my tongue out at her

"Not today" She smiled "Answer the question."

I sighed "Fine, it was rough" I smiled. Again that wasn't a lie. It was rough but it all the right ways.

"Rough?" Kat gasped "I didn't take you for that type"

"What do you mean?" I questioned a little confused as we walked around the festival grounds.

"I didn't mean it in a bad way." Kat shrugged "I just thought you would be more into the soft sweet sex."

"Oh" I smiled "Well it wasn't exactly planned he pounced on me"

"Wait what?" Kat asked confused

"Okay so we were arguing and I wasn't backing down. Not this time. I know what I saw she kissed him and when I first seen it all transpiring it didn't seem as if Zack was even attempting to stop it" I sighed "In all reality it seemed like he was feeling her up."

"He can't stand her trust me." Kat stated with a grimace.

"Yeah I think I gathered that much," I nodded agreeing "But I kept saying he was kissing her and he seemed to think it was funny. I tried to walk away from him. I actually wanted to punch him. I pushed him a couple of times but it did no good. He wouldn't budge, so when he finally moved a little I went into my room, and he followed me."

"Oh I see where this is going." Kat giggled

"Yeah I should have myself," I laughed "But I was too mad to really realize what was happening but yeah he backed me into a corner, kissed me then threw me on the bed."

"Well damn go Zack" She nodded her head, it seemed as if she was little impressed "I never knew he had it in him"

"Oh boy he has it in him." I giggled "And then had it in me too"

"Oh my god Dez!" Kat giggled "And how was it?"

I stopped and turned to face her grinning "It was fucking amazing." That was an understatement if there ever was one. It was fanfuckingtastic.

"Well you're walking a little funny" Kat giggled

"Yeah, well he isn't exactly small" I laughed "Or entirely gentle"

"Did he hurt you" She asked me obvious concern clouding her face.

"No not at all" I smiled "No it didn't hurt"

"Okay good" Kat sighed "I didn't think he would. But well are you going to do it again?"

"Oh god yes" I laughed "That was amazing."

"I have to ask" Kat smiled "Was it better?"

"Than what?" I asked her "Jimmy?"

"Yeah" She nodded

"Definitely" I whispered.

"There they are" I heard Matt boom

"Here we are" Kat laughed looking at his out stretched arms. "Why are you standing there with your arms out like that? You look like you're trying to take flight."

I busted out laughing, he did look a little ridiculous.

"I was thinking that maybe my wife would hug me." Matt muttered embarrassed

"Well, I'll be damned" Kat smiled "He does have a heart sober."

I shook my head and Zack caught my eye smiling.

"Hey you" He grinned holding out his hand.

"Hello" I smiled coyly accepting his hand into mine "All your stuff okay?"

"Seems like it." He nodded "The roadies are doing their job. Yours?"

"Everything is set" I smiled "But apparently I don't have a lot of space to work during the show, they have their own press and stuff so I guess most of my shit will have to be before or after the show."

"I'd prefer that." Zack smiled as we all walked back towards the car

"Why?" It seemed odd that he would prefer me backstage than doing my job. "Wasn't photos during the concerts what I was hired for?"

"Dez, the Mexicans can be pretty wild." Kat explained

"Yeah, and I would prefer not to have a heart attack every time the crowd swells" Zack explained rubbing my arm "I know you can handle yourself but it gets pretty wild."

I shrugged my shoulders there was no point in arguing. The venue security had already told me I wasn't allowed into the press pit. There just wasn't much room.

"So lunch?" Matt asked.

"I'm game" Kat smiled

"Me too, I'm starved" Zack agreed nodding

"I bet" I whispered giggling

"You hush" He whispered kissing my cheek "Your turn is later"

"You two stop" Kat laughed "I know Dez is hungry."

"I am" I smiled winking at her.

"So what's the plan for tonight?" Zack asked

"I know Brian and Dani are going out for dinner," Kat answered "What about Johnny?"

"Lacey isn't feeling well, so I think they're going to stay in." Matt muttered

"Brooks?" I asked

"His wife and kids are here." Matt explained

"So you guys want to go out and do something tonight?" Zack asked them

"Sure," Kat smiled "Let's go have dinner tonight and maybe dancing."

"Are you sure that's a good idea?" Matt questioned

"Why wouldn't it be?" Kat snapped

"You're pregnant." He stated as if she was somehow defective now.

"Yes and?" She questioned "I still need to eat, dancing would also be fun."

"Matt, its perfectly safe" I smiled

"If you two say so" He muttered turning away.

"We do" Kat snapped rolling her eyes for my benefit.

"What time" I asked.

"How does six sound?" Matt responded "Early dinner and then we can go from there."

"Sounds good" I nodded.

"A real date" Zack whispered in my ear, kissing my hair.

A real date.

Now I was a little nervous