Nightmare

Chapter Forty-Three

Dezzy

"Fuck it" Zack laughed then he kissed me.

The dick actually fucking kissed me.

How dare he? I mean where did he think this was okay?

I swear I stopped breathing. It felt like my knees were going to buckle, god I missed him. I missed his kisses. When I began to lean in to him  that's when I came to my senses.

"Get off of me" I snarled pushing him away from my body. I wouldn't give into him. Not that easy, no matter how I wanted to. I'm only human after all. He's beautiful. But I couldn't be a traitor to my own feelings.

"Quit being like that" He smiled moving closer, snaking his arm around my waist.

Zack moved closer, his face just millimeters from mine, I knew what he was doing. I should fight it. I shouldn't let him this close. But damn it I missed his touch.

I felt my body relax as he closed what little space there was between us, my eyes closed, my lips parted. It wasn't long and I felt him kiss me again.

Much softer, so tender, his tongue tickling my bottom lip.

"No" I hissed again pushing him away. I wasn't going to give in. Not this easily. No way, god why I did have to be such a sucker for him?

"Why?" Zack pouted looking at me with puppy dog eyes. Damn those eyes.

Remain angry, I chanted to myself in my head.

"You're an asshole" I snapped.

"I am" He smiled "I can't deny that. You're right. Absolutely right. I am an asshole. I apologize."

"You're selfish" I accused my eyes narrowing "A self centered selfish asshole"

"But do selfish people know they're selfish?" Zack questioned throwing his hands up " I didn't know I was selfish. I see where you can think I was."

"Where I think you were" I screeched. "Think? You see that's the problem"

"Okay I was selfish." He smiled again "I was, for that I am sorry."

"Quit patronizing me" I snapped annoyed

"I'm not" Zack grinned "I'm just seeing the error in my ways"

"You left me" I murmured. "You left that out when seeing your errors."

"I did" Zack nodded in agreement "I did. I won't deny it"

"See and that's where you're selfish" I stated pointing.

"Okay I get that" He nodded again "but to be fair, then you are also a tad bit selfish yourself."

"How?" I demanded, offended.

"Well it is my house. You knew I was coming back." Zack shrugged smiling again.

"No I didn't" I snapped, but yes I did.

"You did so" He laughed reading my expression. "You packed up and left before hearing an explanation. Before you even say it, it was wrong for me to leave you when I did. I know that, it was a selfish asshole move that if someone else did it I would have kicked their ass."

"You called me a liar" I state again looking at my feet. "Nothing hurt more than hearing that."

"I know" Zack sighed, a remorseful look spreading across his face. "I'm sorry for that too. I'm angry but its not you who I am angry at. I should not have accused you of the things I did."