Nightmare

Chapter Nineteen

Dezzy

I enjoyed my night out with my friends and I was pretty sure Kat had a good time too.

We were out late, the guys ended up taking us to a gay club for dancing after we explained how we were both heart broken over Matt and Zack.

It was a nice distraction. We had turned off our phones and forgot about them for a few hours just enjoying ourselves.

I knew Drew and Tony would be the ticket for a good time.

We both slept late, and when I woke up my heart sank when I read the newest wave of text messages.

There was really only three but it was because Zack had put all of his feelings into one and ran out of typing space.

I couldn't finish them so I got up needing coffee.

I made a pot and sat there waiting for Kat to get up.

I had to talk to her, she was keeping me sane from wanting to give into the calls and texts. Right now I really needed her brand of common sense. I wanted badly to text Zack back and tell him he was wrong, it wasn't what he thought.

I heard the toilet flush and Kat groan as she walked into the hall.

"Dez?" She called

"In here sweets" I replied waiting for her to find me in the kitchen.

"Oh god, I feel like death." She cried sitting down at the table.

"Morning sickness" I asked looking at her clammy face.

"I wish. No, Matt thinks I'm cheating on him." Kat whispered.

"They saw us last night, you should see the message Zack sent me." I whispered "I feel terrible myself."

"Well read it." Kat snapped.

I sighed and opened the text message

"Dez, sorry for how I treated you. I see now that I was a big time douche bag. You didn't deserve it and I'm really sorry. I hope you're happy and don't quit working for the band. You're really good at your job, anyways, I'm sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable which I know I did. Hope to see you in Mexico."

"That fucking dick. Oh he hopes you're happy?" Kat snapped looking at me

"Yeah, what ever that means." I nodded

"Yeah well Matt left a voice mail thundering at me that he saw me on my date. What the fuck is that supposed to mean?" She asked me obviously annoyed.

"No clue." I whispered. We hadn't been on any type of date.

"They're delusional. Making it all about them once again. Oh we won't talk to them, can't be because of their actions. No we have to have new boyfriends." Kat snapped again

"You really think so?" I asked

"Obviously always all about them I swear to fuck." She barked

"Yeah, it is a bit annoying" I thought "What type of girl does Zack actually think I am? I just bounce around from dude to dude?"

Obviously he wasn't thinking very highly of me.

What was his actual problem.

"Yeah tell me about it." Kat laughed "Matt will never let it go that when we first started dating, before anything was serious between us mind you, that I went on a date with my ex-boyfriend Brandon. He will never get over that"